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The Deceptive Quotient
I felt her piercing eyes looking at my hands, scanning for any signs of
lingering brittleness or unwarranted retrenchment. Even from her clandestine
vantage-point, there was a piercing intensity that gave little room for
error. I knew all the effort she'd put into opening the door had, to that
point, been for almost nothing. It hadn't budge or even moved a fraction of
an inch. She seemed frustrated by the situation, and possibly a little
embarrassed given her experience and skill. It was unnerving to be watched
assiduously but I had no choice. Her unblinking gaze wasn't going elsewhere,
there was nothing to draw her attention away from my efforts. I had to be
almost perfect. I moved the incomprehensible dials around in half-circles
and odd angles, pretending that I knew what I was doing, and pointed the
machine towards the strange building. In my hands, its level of response was
minimal to nonexistent. There was the clicking of the dials as they turned
but little else. No matter what I did, nothing seemed to happen. This got
old in a hurry so I stopped fiddling around with the machine and looked back
in her direction. I was looking for some kind of direction, but she offered
me little to go on.
Either she knew what was happening but wasn't telling or she'd run out of
ideas, herself. Her disposition didn't change any despite my unspoken plea.
Her attention remained focused on my motions and manipulations. Her eyes
carefully tracked even my smallest movements. I sensed a growing impatience
as she waited for me to continue. I held the machine closely and tried to
decipher the symbols on its sides. I took the machine up towards eye-level.
The symbols were larger but no less obtuse. I pushed it horizontally towards
the building and swung it around a few times, but nothing happened.
Adjusting the dials again and again seemed to have little effect. She
continued watching my every move carefully. I wondered what she expected
from me. I swung it around and spun it in all directions, tiring my arms in
the process, but nothing seemed to work. After awhile, I wondered if she had
somehow set the whole thing up as a hidden test, attempting to discover if
I'd actually learned anything after all that time.
I watched her for any sign that something might have gone amiss, but there
was no sign that she was attempting to deceive me. Instead, she looked
directly at the machine and pointed at it, apparently reinforcing her
instruction to keep forging ahead. I cast those doubts aside and returned to
the task in front of me. I examined the markings on the machine's surface
once more, searching for anything that might clue me in which direction I
should go. They resisted any attempts at unfurling their secrets,
sufficiently satisfied that their secrets would remain close. I looked them
over carefully a few more times, spinning the object to little avail. It
wouldn't do me any good to continue helplessly spinning the dials at random,
so I decided to take a different approach. I decided to try aligning the
dials in some strangely logical fashion so their markings kind of matched
up, at least the best I could determine. At first, the initial combinations
I tried had little effect. It remained silent and unresponsive, not making
any sort of noise or producing any visible change.
I worked to adjust its weight-bearing, tilting it at different angles and
waiting carefully after each turn to see if anything happened. Jostling it
around and twisting it dials repeatedly into formations and patterns,
nothing seemed to emerge. I wasted nearly an hour of trying different
configurations with no progress to speak of. I nearly gave up but something
told me to keep at it. I decided to change my approach once more, and
decided to keep the dials in place and instead attempt to point the machine
in different directions. I flailed around with no real sense of direction or
purpose. I was just going through the motions. Unexpectedly, when I held it
in the opposing direction, almost reversed from its assumed front, I heard a
sudden bing. It was small and short-lived but something definitely happened.
I kept it at the same angle but moved its front dial a little towards the
east. A slightly longer and louder piercing noise occurred. I was finally
getting somewhere. It could have been a function of fate or luck but after
multiple attempts, something finally started to click into place.
I motioned towards her to convey my progress, but she was strangely unmoved
by my success. This was puzzling, but I didn't let it throw me off guard. It
was finally showing some signs of life and I wasn't going to let anything
interrupt my progress. I decided to keep going and focused the radius of
spins in its distinct area, until I reached a stronger signal where the
machine's responses became more pronounced. It began buzzing with more
consistency and the steady noise finally seemed to get her attention. She
walked over towards me and stood at my side, looking over my shoulder. I
continued moving the dials on the machine's surface until it reached a loud,
insistent banging sound.
Somehow, I'd managed to find the sweet spot. It wasn't clear what I should
do next, but she came up with an interesting idea. Motioning towards the
structure, it quickly became obvious what I should do next. I pointed the
machine directly at the door and unleashed a powerful burst of energy. Its
light exploded on contact with the building, covering its surface in bright
color, pulses that cycled brightly through a glowing spectrum. It was an
impressive show, but one that didn't produce much of an effect.
Despite the vivid display, there was no visible response after the initial
burst of energy subsided. This wasn't expected. I wondered what I was doing
wrong. I examined the surface of the machine, looking for any indication of
what to do next. I tried reading the markings on it with no luck. Instead,
relying on instinct and luck, I carefully moved its dials around making
slight adjustments, until there was a sudden loud beep. It felt a bit
different, slightly lighter. It produced a narrower, focused wave of energy
that I was able to directly train on the door. I focused its beam on the
small locked key on its edge for a few seconds. Suddenly, there was a loud
boom as the clasps gave way. The embedded locks opened pushed apart until
its doors followed suit and began to separate. This created a narrow but
passable entrance that could be traversed.
I looked to my side and glanced towards her position, seeking some kind of
direction or advice. She wasn't forthcoming, but strangely enough, wasn't
entirely surprised by this turn of events, somehow it seemed that she'd
expected it. I surveyed the door and while it was open, its dislodged sides
looked a little unsteady, like it could slam back shut at any time. It
didn't look like it would be safe to approach it, and she appeared to hold
back a little. I walked over towards her and we stood together, looking at
the structure carefully. I decided to take the machine out for another
approach, and began to point it back towards the building. It might be safer
if I opened the door further, giving us a larger path.
Before I could complete setting the dials and implementing my commands, she
snatched her machine out of my hands, sharply hitting my arm in the process,
immediately reclaiming it from me. This caught me off-guard, I wasn't
expecting such a severe interruption; her action was puzzling. I watched her
take the machine and place it back into her cloak. I wondered why she
decided to take it away just as I reached the conclusion of my experiment.
Unfurling her cloak, offered a fleeting glimpse that revealed she was
carrying a number of obscure machines. They looked to be in different stages
of development and completion. It seemed that particular machine had a
special place and purpose, which explained her desire not to let it out of
her sight for long. Another thought crossed my mind, though it didn't really
make sense in light of the disparity between our experience and skill.
Strangely enough, I thought it could have been an unforeseen bout of envy
that made her grab it back. Maybe she was jealous that I had succeeded
quickly when she was met with frustration. Maybe she didn't trust such power
in unproven hands. Her motives weren't clear, and her lack of anger only
made her actions all the more perplexing. I tried to figure it out but she
stayed quiet for a moment. I was confused and somewhat angered by this. At
first, she was silent, offering no explanation, leaving me standing there
without direction. I looked at her and felt strangely lost and unexpectedly
confused. She stood there for a minute, apparently deciding how much she
wanted to tell me. She took a long, hesitant pause before cautiously
explaining a few of the basics. Most importantly, the machine's power was
rapidly diminishing, the lack of available moonlight made it absolutely
imperative to preserve its energy for as long as possible. She then lectured
me about thinking ahead. I'd been impetuous and rushed ahead. I didn't
realize that nothing more needed to happen to maintain the entrance's
stability.
There was ample inherent energy within the structure to keep it open for
quite some time. Her voice slowed as she told me that we could go inside,
without risk. There was enough space, and more importantly, expanding the
opening could possibly destabilize the structure. This could be quite
dangerous, since neither of us could know what was beyond the door with any
certainty. I needed to be more careful, before charging ahead recklessly.
She decided that I'd taken enough risks and she had to draw me back a
little, at least for the time being. Most importantly, she explained to me
that she didn't want me growing accustomed to using the intractable device
as a short-cut to get through difficulties without putting in the proper
effort.
I realized she wasn't going to relinquish it permanently, but I needed to
wait a while longer before I developed the ability and knowledge to use it
correctly in proper relation to the problems I'd face. She went silent once
again, and stood silently across from the structure. Apparently deciding
this was enough, she paused and gave me a couple minutes to think about it.
I didn't expect her to tell me everything at once, but that gave me enough
to go on. I was still taken aback by how she snatched the machine from me
without warning. I decided not to take it too hard and continued our
encounter without taking it personally. She decided to take a few steps
forward until she was standing almost directly in front of the entrance. Her
hands rose and signaled for me to follow her path towards the entrance.
There was no telling how long its temporary portal would stay open.
I defied my fear and took my place at her side, and looked into the building
nervously. I couldn't see much in the way of detail or realizations, and had
to take it on her faith that something worth the risk was waiting for us on
the other side, into the approximated school building. She knew I was
nervous about crossing the threshold and unexpectedly took my hand before we
walked inside. It was surprisingly cold and stiff, which given the frigid
surroundings wasn't a complete surprise. I tightened my grip slightly and
closed my eyes before we walked inside. I felt a strange rush of energy
surround us for a brief moment as we crossed the invisible barrier, walking
underneath the doorway. I took a few steps inside and felt the surprisingly
strong concrete flooring beneath us echoing softly from the reluctance of
our tentative footsteps.
The interior was eerily silent and deserted, it hadn't been inhabited by
anyone yet, leaving a strange emptiness for us to explore. Its walls were
barren, there were no clippings of announcements, projects or arts to be
seen anywhere. No locks held anything inside the narrow lockers, whose doors
were sealed shut, no one was intended to actually use them. There were no
signs of life - no kids roaming halls, or teachers yelling after them. The
deserted rows of classrooms left us with little to explore, the lights were
on but rather dim, offering little in the way of illumination. She walked
ahead of me, apparently on some kind of mission, but I had little
forbearance of what might lie in front of us. She walked down the corridors
quickly, passing by each empty room without pausing to really take a look
inside. I glanced at them and their neat rows of desks and chairs were
arranged perfectly, creating a flawless image in some ways, but resembling
an incomplete, unfinished piece of work in others. It felt like we were
walking through a beautifully illustrated but incomplete picture. Everything
was arranged fastidiously in what seemed like its proper place. Great care
was taken in even minor aspects but something was missing.
She walked through its deserted halls and empty corridors somewhat blithely,
unconcerned by its inability to produce anything meaningful beneath its
surface. The furniture inside looked like it had never been touched. The
empty, surreptitiously clean blackboards had no residue or lines of chalk on
them. No clusters of paper clogged the drawers, no signs held any messages.
It was quiet wherever we went, the doors on each room were sprinted
half-way, each in the same general position. After a few minutes, we reached
the end of the main hall and it branched out in two directions. She paused
at the junction, taking a moment to examine the surroundings. She looked
both ways carefully, looking for some sign that would help her decide where
to head next. There were no visible markings on the wall that would
distinguish a direction. She closed her eyes for a brief moment, and
apparently on instinct, decided to traverse the eastern corridor. At this
point, she became more cautious and went a little slower down that path.
Attempting to more comprehensively survey its rooms, she stopped and looked
inside each classroom briefly but didn't locate what she sought. This didn't
seem to discourage her and she kept going, determined not to end our
excursion prematurely.
The possibilities inside the long hallway diminished with each doorway
passed, there was an increasing likelihood that this would end up as a
complete waste of time. Each room presented an opportunity that was quickly
dashed by its hollow interior. Her pace slowed as we neared the half-way
point of our expedition, its impeccably designed interior walls quickly
exposed their deception. There was nothing behind any of them. We finally
reached the end of the hallway, and reached its final room. At first, it
seemed that it was just another empty space but upon closer inspection,
something was different about it. Unlike the other partitions, this
particular room's door was closed and sealed off. This was strange yet also
intriguing. We walked a little bit closer towards it until we stood right
outside its narrow landing, in range to get a better view. The lights inside
were turned on. burning with unexpected intensity. We took a few steps
closer and heard some noise, scattered but definitely audible. The
conclusion was unmistakable; we'd discovered what she sought. I thought she
might be nervous or afraid, but she didn't hesitate and almost jumped
forward, turning the doorknob and opening it wide open. I was startled by
what I saw. I knew almost instantly. Someone was expecting us.
He sat in the chair and swiveled in our direction almost at the second he
heard the door open. I was surprised to see him again, but he wasn't caught
off-guard by our arrival. His suit had been pressed, its sharp angles gave
him a sleek and professional appearance. His hair was neatly combed and
there was little sign of the ordeal we'd faced against those hideous
creatures. His eyes lit up at the sight of her and he quickly stood up to
greet her. She seemed relieved by his presence and her disposition seemed to
lessen its guard to a degree. I looked at his desk, and it seemed like the
others at first. Somewhat empty though upon closer examination, there were a
few odd aspects to it. It seemed messier and less organized as I walked
closer.
There was a strangely familiar model, a recreation of an otherworldly,
inexplicably resilient boat. It was carefully constructed. It was complete
down to the smallest details, even it sails looked functional. When I looked
closer, I quickly realized that it was a small-scale recreation of the boat
he'd navigated through the rough seas alongside us. It didn't seem to
diverge from its inspiration, though it did seem needlessly implacable, its
sails unable to carry wind, firmly held in place with a mixture of adhesive
and determination. I couldn't help admiring the care and fastidious nature
of its construction, much care had obviously gone into it. He spotted me
looking at it and beamed with pride at his accomplishment. The other major
object on his desk was a stack of papers placed carefully in order, which
had been folded up neatly. Each page was perfectly aligned for easy
navigation, unruffled and carefully placed in proper sequence. The only
question I had was whether my methodology would actually work and produce
the results I intended them to have.
(Continue to part two)
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