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The Disorienting Fixture
Taking an elaborate route to avoid detection, we arrived near the unseen
point in clandestine fashion. We walked over the unsettled surface
cautiously without marking the path of our journey that others might
uncover. Residual light inexorably diminished, surrendering beneath the imposing night skies. Searching for familiar constellations
in the stars above gave me little guidance, since this strange permutation
hadn't been cartographed. This shrouded its intentions and gave me little to
go on. She didn't appear dissuaded by the grasping intangibles, proceeding
toward the diffuse horizon without hesitation. This resulted in a longer
excursion than expected. It had taken much longer to arrive, and
extensive practice in order to gain enough confidence in ourselves that we
didn't feel the need to leave indicators behind. This meant we couldn't
easily retrace our steps.
She used intuition, relining on subtle changes within her instinctive
approach for guidance and occasional assistance. She looked ahead
cautiously, gazing into the broad expanse, lacking illumination. I waited
behind her patiently until she arrived at a brief pause. Standing in place,
she silently began measuring and made a quick survey of the surroundings. If
she had lingering doubts, they were reinforced by recent encounters. These
confrontations with inscrutable forces were disruptive and nerve-wracking.
However, they became increasingly distant and less threatening the farther
we travelled. Their distance was further mitigated by what was in our
immediate circumference. The unobtrusive calmness and prevailing silence
permeating the environs directly ahead was inexplicably reassuring, allowing
a transitory measure of serenity.
We encountered intrinsically compelling reasons to keep moving ahead,
despite untoward circumstances. It wasn't immediately obvious at first
glance, but there was a strange energy that drew us towards that distant
point. It was intriguing, yet remained frustratingly elusive, appearing to
slide just outside our reach, sinking in the distance. Forging ahead wasn't
easy since the untraveled paths lent us no clear sense of direction. It was
difficult to mark distance with little accompanying light, but we managed to
use the dim, scattered stars and occasional scrawled indications on the
ground to measure our advance. She forsook apprehensive as we continued
forward, with our destination gradually coming into view. It would take
substantial efforts to reach it. Taking a deep breath, she decided we had to
make independent choices in which direction to move onward. She withheld a
decisive act momentarily and took a measure without expecting accuracy.
Attempting to figure out the distance ahead accurately would entail
excessive effort, but she wanted to at least get some idea. This way, she
could measure the pace so we wouldn't be completely exhausted when we
finally arrived. Looking around, she quickly determined a rough angle and
turned in my direction. She told me that things would start to make sense as
we drew closer to our apparent objective.
I prepared for a long excursion ahead and watched as she moved forward
towards the distant horizon. Undeterred by invisible or unseen encumbrance,
she moved quickly over the surface without wasting time on excessive energy
on the surrounding atmosphere. It took a sustained effort on my part in
order to keep pace with her unrelenting journey but I decided that I didn't
have any other options. I kept pace but remained behind her for an extended
period. It seemed the night skies wouldn't break apart. Momentum seemed to
be driving her forward, her uninterrupted pace remained steady.
Instilling confidence, I confidentially followed her lead into the night for
an extended period. It felt like the night would last for eternity which was
fortunate since its cloak allowed us to move ahead without fear of being
detected. We moved quickly towards the horizon. Despite the dark remoteness
that surrounded us, I noticed the distinct outlines of distant forests
emerge. This promised a transient encouragement, timed just as I found
myself begin to grow weary. Increasing my energy, I started to catch up to
her position and before realizing what was occurring, we were swiftly moving
beside each other. Matching her pace with renewed enthusiasm wasn't
precisely accurate, and watching closely, it seemed that she had slowed
deliberately. Before realizing what was occurring, I noticed her carefully
scanning the surface.
It wasn't immediately obvious what she was searching for. This task was made
even more difficult by the encroaching night, which wasn't surrendering its
hold over the land any time soon. This didn't impede her mission, she moved
ahead with haste only slowing down when she encountered an unexpected break
scratched into the ground. Most of these appeared to be random fractures in
the surface, random cracks caused by natural forces or contact with meteors
or other objects. Attempting to decipher these breaks was pointless; it
appeared that they weren't deliberately marked into the ground. Quickly
moving past them to avoid wasting time, she didn't dwell on their variances
in size and depth. We encountered several of these along the way, taking less
time as subsequent smaller ruptures and tears appeared.
Moving towards the horizon, we continued at a good rate, largely unfazed by
the erratic placement. She looked back in my direction and surprised me. It
was time for us to stop. We'd reached our destination. I looked around,
somewhat surprised. There was nothing nearby, no one was standing in our
midst. The distant horizon remained far out of reach; there appeared to be
no visible indication as to the importance of that particular location. She
didn't seem worried and reacted strangely to my confusion. She couldn't
understand what I was missing. Extending her arms outward into the darkness,
she motioned them around in small circular points, Indicating a
serendipitous realization, seemingly obvious, but only in retrospect.
By outward appearances, we were stranded in the middle of nowhere in the
middle of the night. After all of our excursions, I wondered how and why we
managed to end up there. I quickly looked around but couldn't locate any
visible indications of movement. There was nothing visible on the grounds,
the empty surface provided negligible guidance, while looking back into the skies for
signs gave me nothing to go on. I shook my head and returned my gaze towards
her direction. She stood quietly, motioning slowly for me to look around
some more. I tried again but couldn't seem to figure out the solution to the
impedimentary puzzle she'd laid out for me. Nothing in the surroundings fit
together, nothing appeared from behind the night's thick curtain, while the
silent and mute accompaniment offered little for me to go on. I studied her
arms and hands for several minutes.
Repeating nearly the same movements without elaboration or explanation. I
didn't seem to catch her signals, and become increasingly confused. She
stopped them after another minute or so and placed her hands at her side.
Walking closer towards her position didn't appeal to me; she deserved her
space and I'd be intruding if I came closer. Deciding that it would be a
good time to demonstrate reticence, I walked several steps back until she
was once again standing at a safe remove. Awaiting further detail, I closed
my eyes for a moment and waited for some kind of articulation on her end.
There was nothing forthcoming. Attempting to extract further detail wouldn't
be productive, I had to discover the elements in this portion before
comprehending her mysterious inclinations.
Quietly working mentally, I arrived at a contrary approach, that required me
to utilize a circumvention that might end up at the correct solution even if
took longer, was dramatically complicated, and far less efficient. She
understood my frustration with this approach and reminded me that thoroughly
examining the conundrum and taking enough time to appreciate the finer
details and plausible subtleties could lead to potentially improved
comprehension alongside thorough solutions that could be utilized repeatedly
at difficult points in the future. It took me a few minutes to ascertain and
resolve her counter-intuitive approach. It appeared that she knew the
answers in advance but was generously allowed me to devise a successful
conclusion. Attempting to navigate the invisible entanglements and unseen
connections without needing her assistance was harder than anticipated, but
it was worth the effort, at least that was my plan.
I walked around in small circles as a way of exploring the unfamiliar
terrain, but found myself getting nowhere after several frustrating minutes.
I looked to her for advice once again, however she didn't reveal any
information, her silent observation reminded me that I was on my own. There
didn't seem to be any solution evident and after awhile, I reluctantly
decided to forgo the task. Throwing my hands in the air, I reluctantly
accepted the impossibility of my task. She didn't seem angry, despite my
fallow results. I didn't understand what the purpose was, it felt like I'd
squandered valuable energy on the task. She noticed something I'd overlooked
in the darkness.
I couldn't quite see it at first, but I managed to find a small indentation
on the surface, and was standing directly in its path. It wasn't pronounced,
and it would have been easy to miss, the shallow breach wasn't very long.
The rupture would have been easy to miss, and I thought it likely that I
might have crossed over it several times without noticing it. Standing back,
I examined it as closely as possible, the surface break narrow and weak
didn't seem to be that important. I was mystified why she'd instigated so
much energy on it. I looked around the surrounding areas and there was
nothing prominent. Nothing extended outward from the grounds, there weren't
nearby markers or waypoints that would distinguish that particular position
from anything else.
Aside from the minor cut in the path, there appeared to be nothing out of
the ordinary. We were stranded, hovering over that empty point without a
tangible purpose. Standing quietly, she closed her eyes and allowed me to
think things over for a short time. I couldn't quite understand what she was
trying to accomplish. Her motives remained opaque and mysterious. In order
to make some sense of the dormant surroundings, I decided to take a
proactive approach. Deciding to examine the intractable surface further, I
knelt down until the breach became visible. I hoped to find some answers
within its confines but wasn't certain what I'd encounter. There were many
possibilities, not all of them positive. I was relieved that It wasn't
threatening or dangerous beneath us.
Nothing lurked below or jumped out of its shadows. I decided not to attempt
further prying. I held my curiosity in check and decided not to attempt
anything foolish, and kept myself from falling into an unseen trap. I didn't
want or need to further open the rupture. I decisively avoided any undue
contact; I wasn't going to purposely disrupt or tamper with it. I still
wondered what the purpose of her intricately-planned machinations were. It
could have been an accidental imprint or something more significant, it was
intrinsically unclear while remaining purposely visible.
It represented a disorienting contradiction difficult for me to reconcile,
but the implausible assemblage didn't appear to dissuade her. Looking back
in her direction, I noticed she'd reopened her eyes and was staring intently
at me and the breach. She stood silently for a few minutes before she lifted
her arms, strongly suggesting that I should stand up straight since there
was nothing more to see. I followed her instructions and faced her directly.
There appeared to be something inherently calm and strong within her. I
couldn't place the source of her tranquility and it seemed odd that there
was so little bothering her. Watching over her thoroughly, I waited to see
for any discordant attributes or untoward events to occur but, nothing seemed
out of place.
It took me awhile standing at the remove and I was careful not to stray from
position that much. I felt my steps shift narrowly but quickly re-centered
back towards her, I kept attention focused, but then I felt an unexpected
sensation. I experienced an unanticipated calmness that quickly overtook and
superseded my accumulated anxiety. The silence that surrounded me began to
permeate inward, and helped restrain my anxiousness. I felt my arms and legs
relax and take a more passive approach. Before I knew what was happening, I
felt myself becoming less afraid. I was no longer crouched in a
defensive position and instead felt a serenity overtake me. After only one
or two minutes, the shakiness that had become an unwelcome companion quickly
began to fade.
Taking another deep breath, I paused briefly and realized that she had taken
a subtle method. The empty, deserted, and forlorn surroundings no longer
felt dangerous and instead brought on a welcoming calm. I noticed her walking
towards me with a renewed assurance. She stood beside me and gazed upwards
into the depopulated night sky. It had taken her awhile longer than
anticipated to arrive, but she'd managed to arrive at the correct location
through perseverance and a measure of luck. It had taken awhile for me to
unseal the mystery. I quickly realized that the emptiness was deceptive. The
lack of visible distractions or pressure exactly what she was seeking. The
breach was nearly invisible and easy to miss, but its presence indicated
she'd located the ideal position and was standing precisely where she wanted
to be.
Watching her silent observation with its unyielding approach was daunting
and unnerving. I couldn't quite match her serenity and concentration,
instead wondering how she was able to keep her innate focus without
interruption. She maintained her consistent approach, eschewing sidearms,
taking consistent, forthright and fastidious measure of the surroundings
without letting their disruptive tactics influence the inherent hypothesis
she'd formed. I waited for her reaction to the bruising solitude, but she
was unwilling to allow the emptiness to engage her resolute focus. Until the
motioning light subsided, she surveyed the distant horizon with a balance of
inquisition and determination. I stood alongside her and waited for some kind
of signal to show itself, but there was nothing forthcoming.
I watched her from the side, careful not to interfere with her gaze.
Standing silently, I knew not to say anything. After several minutes waiting
in a mute, passive approach, she finally took several steps closer towards
the east, but stopped short of committing to that direction. She appeared to
subsequently undertake a backward track, taking a few steps westward before
placing herself firmly in a secure location. This minor adjustment didn't
make sense to me at first, and I decided not to follow suit. She was now
several feet further out, which allowed me to see her from a different
perspective. She wasn't tentative or fearful and made another change.
Tilting her head upward, she looked towards the stars. After a brief
interval, she began scanning the scattered stars in the atmosphere
methodically. It wasn't clear what she was searching for. The assembled
formations and constellations represented tranquil, distant fixtures.
Unmoving, they managed to form an impenetrable protective layer. am
interconnected field beyond reach. I waited to see what she was doing, but
could find nothing obvious at that angle.
Resolving to garrison her purpose, her position solidified as her feet
shifted in place. The grip maintained its strength with added determination.
This wasn't an obvious affectation but freed her to focus on detangling the
cluttered array of stars above. Working systematically, I had to look
carefully in order to see that she was working north to south, silently
cataloging the unfamiliar constellations without expending disproportionate
effort. Using the intrinsic patterns they revealed allowed her to move
quickly, her eyes following the indicative points scattered throughout the
imposing skies. Systematically marking her progress with slight nods before
moving onto the next section, she worked with surprising efficiently without
apparent retracement or visible duplication. I wasn't sure what she was
searching for and decided to attempt to begin my own explorations. There
wasn't any defined starting point so I began to work from the western
section of the sky, attempting to see the slightest pattern emerge.
Everything appeared to be a scrambled, confusing mess. With none of the
familiar configurations, I felt lost. I had no system to measure their
distance from one another. They appeared stable, there was nothing moving,
but my eyes began playing tricks on me which were unnerving until I figured
out what was occurring.
After several minutes spent methodically surveying the constellations above,
It appeared that many of them were starting to fade out and falter before
quickly lighting back up. They began flashing at erratic intervals suddenly,
and for no apparent reason. This was frightening and unexpected. Looking to
her for guidance, she remained fixated on her stable star fields on the
other side of the sky and remained silent, calm and apparently unworried.
Enraptured by her section, she wasn't offering me assistance. Quickly
determining that something more must have been happening, I decided to work on
my own to determine exactly what was happening. Examining them carefully, I
attempted to understand the odd phenomenon unfurling. This occurrence was
disconcerting and I knew there had to be a simple explanation. Utilizing my
limited intuition, I looked across the skies for answers. Scanning in
multiple directions, nothing seemed to make sense while the stars continued
to flicker on and off. I watched for some inconsistency that might explain
things. Perhaps there was some kind of untoward event, the stars may have
collided or their gravity fields might have clashed, causing an
uncontrollable disruption.
A multitude of possibilities crossed my mind, but none produced a satisfying
explanation. I continued looking into the skies above with little to show
for my efforts. I looked in every direction to no avail until my eyes
slipped slightly beneath into the horizon. I hadn't anticipated this strange
reaction until noticing thin layers of clouds were silently drifting
underneath the stars. This temporarily obscured and darkened their
appearance, giving off the deceptive show that they were flickering. It
represented an unexpected interference that caused the strange fluctuations
in their appearance. Looking back, this was fairly obvious, but it was
unclear initially what exactly was happening.
The resulting explanation wasn't nearly as threatening or elaborate as it
appeared initially. It came as a relief that their flickering light wasn't
the result of something potentially dangerous, instead merely the result of
an insignificant, non-threatening coincidence. She turned reluctantly into
the night sky, waiting for an indication that would appear and show the path
ahead. I waited alongside her patiently, in accordance with expectation, I
kept my thoughts interred, unwilling to puncture the resolutely tranquil
surroundings with the slightest disruption. After several minutes' taking a
silent approach, she determined it was time to change her imprecise position
and paced around in semi-circular patterns until she face nearly directly in
the opposite direction.
I couldn't faithfully follow her instructions at first. I found my attention
almost involuntarily drawn back towards the swirling atmosphere.
Transfixed beneath the wavering intensity and unanticipated insistence
occurring within the skies above me, I remained intent on deciphering
emerging patterns within the frustratingly elusive atmosphere. Despite
knowing that a large majority of their twinkling was the result of random
occurrence, I couldn't shake my intuition's hold. There had be more to it
than what appeared in front of my eyes. Intent on proving my theory correct,
I began timing the different spaces between fluctuations, measuring the
different light intensities. I was hoping that these signals might direct us
towards the correct location if I looked long enough. She turned back
towards my direction and looked up at the erratic formations drifting in and
out of the clouds. She looked them over carefully for a few minutes and
quickly concluded that I was wasting both of our energy. Beginning to become
impatient by this turn of events, she gently pulled me aside, held my arms
and twisted me around until I was facing the other direction.
Her purpose in changing direction wasn't inherently determinative, its
apparent usefulness obvious from her perspective, but intangible from my
standpoint. The skies were nearly hiding the surrounding stars at this
point. Thick clouds obscured the majority of the field, closing in and
obscuring them until they vanished completely from view. However, I noticed
immediately that a singularly bright spot remained untouched, clearly
outshining the remnants of the nearby constellations. It's dominant
appearance in the night sky brightened. I was distracted by its
recalcitrance, momentarily paralyzed in position. She didn't share my
immersion and instead came up with a practical use for the phenomenon; it
would be an effective navigational assistant. I couldn't be entirely sure
this would lead us to the right position, but she was inexplicably
confident. She released the invisible grip that held her in its sway and
began moving confidently ahead.
I watched as her motion increased and intensified, until it appeared that
she was almost gliding, moving effortlessly, clandestinely underneath its
unmistakably position. The flat surface was easy to traverse, and it didn't
take long for us to make significant progress. It encircled and illuminated
us and we made quick progress despite shakiness and uneven discharge of
energy due to the stirring cloud-cover threatening immediately beneath.
The further we ventured into the interior, its prevalence became
unavoidable. Its imposing location and vivid illumination became
increasingly pronounced, lighting an unmarked path ahead. Its bright glare
made us easy-to-spot, and also vulnerable; it presented us a selective
trade-off. It was fortunate to find a lighted path, but we realized
intuitively there was no time to waste; we needed to move quickly to avoid
detection.
Walking carefully over the uneven terrain, I maneuvered just behind her,
attempting to keep pace. Shadows and darkness predominated, but I was able
to just make out her outline, forming a visible determination as she
disembarked, her steps quietly resolute. Furthering the advance wasn't
assured, I found myself fumbling at points but I shared her determination,
unwilling to succumb to the world's silent resistance. Its intransience only
registered a contrary effect, reinforcing our motivation. I couldn't
visualize the altering patterns beneath my feet, but a subtle change was
noticeable. The edges sharpened, interlocking plates became harsher in their
intersections, making it increasing difficult to move ahead.
Looking above, the sole star appeared diminished, but the dim light remained
just strong enough to light our path. She became increasingly wary of the
surroundings, slowing her pace significantly she remained determined as the
night became oppressive, its limited field of vision creating an
ever-shrinking demarcation. The path lying outside the dim array felt
increasingly untenable, we couldn't stray outside the narrow line without
eliciting unseen dangers. She realized this intuitively. Deciding not to
take the risk, I decided to slow my pace as well, and walked carefully over
the surface. Looking above, engaged with observing the wavering star, it was
my mission to follow her faithfully while avoiding the murky, divergent
sections darkly unfolding on each side of us. Inherently, it was apparent
without explanation that traversing into the unlighted sections just beyond
the main path would lead us down an inescapably dangerous path.
Maintaining a slower, but consistent speed given the adversity lurking just
beyond sight wasn't the easiest task. It wasn't inherently difficult from a
practical standpoint, but it was difficult for my mind and imagination to
avoid wandering. Walking at a slower pace, I felt the surfaces harden,
sharpening into ever more elaborate points with increasing frequency.
Supporting the pressure in turn became secondary, the uneven heights and
placements presented increasingly arduous impediments. The uncooperative
surface offered little respite despite enduring undue barriers. Encountering
seemingly endless interconnected, elaborately twisting layers of external
barriers, intermingling obstructions alongside intractable formations.
Arranged intrusively, they blocked our path, presenting increasingly
elaborate turns, drops, gaps and leaps. Working in tandem to deter us, the
barriers relentlessly stood ground. clandestinely sensing our hesitance,
the arrayed encumbrances didn't defer action, waiting passively to take
advantage of any weakening in our resolve mercilessly. Realizing the
determined unwillingness to concede deference didn't diminish our momentum.
Instead the anguished, resilient impediments created the intended effect,
lending her unspoken invocations additional impetus.
We found ourselves in a contradictory situation. Avoiding entrapment while
silently moving across the surface consistently provided an uneasy
combination of determination and reluctance, encountering greater resistance
with each step. The recalcitrant, unforgiving grounds represented a
transitory impasse, marking our journey for premature dislocation then
eradication. It felt that the land itself implied we should turn back. It
would have been easier to turn around and give up. Looking behind it seemed
brighter and easier to navigate. She wasn't dissuaded and continued onward,
walking inexorably towards her unwavering objective. Undeterred by the
defenses arrayed underneath, she seemed to redouble her efforts, and
conversely increased the speed while reinforcing the determination in her
pace. I found myself following behind her and she began to slip from my
immediate view. I wasn't going to lose sight of her and needed an increase
in my velocity, though lacking helpful accompaniment. Without taking much
time, I moved forward on residual energy and instinct alone. I didn't walk
with as much caution as I'd earlier discharged to safety. Nearly tripping
over my feet at several points, I kept my balance enough to stay mostly
upright and effectively managed to keep pace without accidentally falling
outside the narrow rails.
She spent vanishingly little effort retracing her path, but would
periodically glance in my direction, apparently concerned that I would
stray from the path or fall behind. It was too dark for me to survey the
hidden garnishments and involvements besides us. Watching closely, it seemed
that she wasn't following a map or guide. It appeared that we'd arrived at
what apparently represented a significant vantage, when she suddenly came
a halt. Looking around, I felt an unexpected sense of arrival overcome me.
There was nothing but faint light surrounding us, the jagged landscape
beneath offered nothing that would indicate that our circumstances had
changed. Ahead of me, she stood inside her own maneuvers, placing herself at
quiet remove unconcerned with any reaction.
Awaiting any sort of gesture or verbalization remarking on our apparent
perseverance resulted in fractured results. This attempt couldn't dislodge
her distinctive, unnerving yet highly effective separation from the
surroundings. Despite their monumental efforts she hadn't budged from her
course by even a small fraction. Taking direction from her mute repose, I
took several steps closer. Watching the environment for surreptitious
indications indicated nothing that would cause alarm. Its over-running
silence undisturbed, allowed delivered a respite from the long journey.
There was another contradictory entanglement tugging at the circumstance. I
faced the possibility of a gradual realization. She'd quite possibly
discovered a faltering, unsteady mirage of serenity, appearing within a
claustrophobic form. Without saying as much, it seemed that we found
ourselves walking aimlessly through the darkness. It was unclear how much
longer we'd have to follow the truncated form. It seemed possible that she'd
managed to locate the entrance, but couldn't find an escape route.
Doubts weren't predominant, I remained faithful to her endeavor, but could
precisely understand the methodology she implemented. We stood at an
apparent nexus, located at a nebulous point our journey from its origin to
its end. She wasn't lacking in patience and waited expectantly, the night
skies offering a protective layer she could use to her advantage. She didn't
seem to mind the lacking directive, even as the faint light above appeared
drawn down into emanating decreasing energy, its purpose slowly diminishing.
It was a relief that she'd placed her progress on hold. Following the
shadowy outline moving ahead of me became increasingly difficult. She seemed
to subside involuntarily, her form sinking within the darkening
surroundings, her familiar shape became indistinct from the back.
Complimentary and intersecting shadows emerged from the deepening night that
slowly overcame and covered the majority of her forward facing aspect. There
was nothing I could extract from the incoherent atmosphere.
Working systematically, the darkened surroundings and intimidating emptiness
nearly achieved effective implementation. The encroaching environmental force
undermined our visualization, leaving us to wander through the darkness
without direction, relying mostly on instinct. Her innate sense of direction
wasn't disrupted as she took command, prevailing quickly. I followed her
respectfully, as she took a few steps ahead of me, drawing a renewed path.
It was still narrow, but it seemed to have evened out. No longer disfigured
by sudden sharp edges and cutting angles, the surface suddenly accommodated
her, allowing us to move freely across the shrinking range of minor
obstacles facing us, their cutting angles dispersed underneath. Vanishing
with surprisingly little pushback as we reached a comparatively tranquil
oasis, their previous ubiquity no longer pronounced, they gradually
normalized, their stalking, intimidating shapes lost strength, and ceased
starkly disrupting the surface. Passing the threatening interval brought
relief mixed with uncertainty; it wasn't apparent what presumptive plans
she'd arranged.
It was decidedly unclear whether she'd implement a hasty escape, which would
allow us to get out of the furtive darkness. Conversely, it wasn't obvious
that we'd completed our task. There was the possibility that we'd missed or
overlooked an important element. This meant we'd have to turn back and
locate it. An uninhibited night hid innumerable secrets; it would have been
easy to overlook a cloaked object or invisible formation. There were still
sporadic sharp spikes sticking out from the surface. I bent down and
examined one of them. In profile, their sharply angled metallic base was
shorter, but still immediately threatening. I needed to stay out of their
way. Contacting them with any force wouldn't sustain much progress. Testing
the nominal strength and stability of the remaining walkway took some effort
on her part. but it appeared relatively safe aside from the jutting edges.
Despite the limited visibility, they gave off enough reflection to be
avoided easily. While I pondered the possibilities of missed chances and fast
exits, she expunged those theories as she forged directly ahead. She was
walking confidentially but moving at a slower, deliberate pace. It appeared
that she was looking for a specific point in the immediate area.
I couldn't completely decipher the method she implemented. It seemed
unfocused and random, There wasn't the pronounced, systematic approach she'd
carefully embarked on earlier. It appeared she was rushing against an unseen
clock, racing to locate an unknowable determination. She moved across the
ground in scattered directions, shifting her gaze around in a semicircular
pattern, looking down and glancing upward quickly. Marking her progress was
difficult, her maneuvering was difficult to keep up with. She seemed to
slide at different angles, approaching the task with disconnected partitions
and divisions. Skipping across apparently fallow areas, her feet darted
through the thick darkness, its oncoming directions converged, then slipped
apart erratically.
Effortlessly frustrating the atmosphere's excessively defensive
inclinations, she appeared to draw an elaborate map subconsciously. This
allowed her to move forward, unencumbered, dodging innumerable sharp spikes
and uneven gaping interruptions within the surface intuitively. This aided
progress significantly, increasing speed and accuracy. She took advantage of
its managed impediments to quickly narrow her search to a concentrated
partition within the surface. Her eyes systematically scanned the
surrounding area, moving across the unadorned ground with renewed
determination. Following along, her searching path quickly settled into
sections that could be discarded easier, allowing her focus on more
promising portions.
Her incoherent, unproductive search gradually converged to focus its energy
on a constrained area that would be easier to navigate. It didn't take long
until she reached that point where she no longer needed to resolve her
discovery. After taking additional surveys over the surface, she appeared to
locate her objective. Resolved to interpret the form beneath, her standpoint
came to a complete halt. Standing in place, her shoulders relaxed as she
looked downward, her focus narrowed into a compact area. Surveying intently,
she crouched to enable a better angle. She maintained a steady posture for
several minutes while marking intangible observations and their building
their subsequent connections. She stood a noticeable distance from my
position, making it difficult to see the precise details had drawn her
attention.
Walking with some resolve to her location, I moved carefully, quickly
closing the gap significantly. I expected her to make room without question,
allowing access a better view. I walked until I stood directly behind her
but was surprised that she wouldn't budge. This unanticipated blockage on
her part blocked my view almost completely. Without saying a word, it was
obvious that she'd heard me walk behind her but wasn't finished with her
task. She stood above the mural steadfastly. I couldn't see beyond her
without getting in her way. Her presence hovered over the enigmatic picture
thoroughly, making an unobstructed view nearly impossible. I wasn't sure
exactly what the mural contained, but it wasn't easy to decipher. I knew
better than to interfere and disrupt her effort. At that remove, I was able
to see a few additional outlines and could almost decipher some familiar
shapes and figures. Keeping a determined length apart, safely out of view.
This made it impossible to see any additional details beyond the vague
outlines and sketchy proportions that could be determined from afar. With
little more for me to go on, decided not to worry about it excessively and
instead recalibrated my inquiries to encompass the nearby areas.
Looking around with reinvigoration, my eyes began drifting downward
involuntarily. I was drawn instinctively into searching the adjacent areas. I
searched relentlessly for nearby objects that could potentially decipher the
clandestine mural. The surrounding flatness provided nothing promising, the
ground was empty, offering no clues. There was nothing visible that could
offer additional insight. It took me awhile to before I finally surrendered,
realizing the strange mural was a singular construction. I wouldn't
interfere with her examination, that appeared to be progressing at a
determined rate. Resolving that there was nothing on the flat surface for me
to explore, I decided to attempt a divergent task. While waiting patiently
for her to complete the task, my mind wandered. I was tempted to think of
other avenues, there had to be a secondary path I could take. Unfortunately,
there weren't any nearby implements that I could use. Encountering a
complete absence of paint, brushes, pens or even pencils present in the
surrounding area, I wondered how to respond.
Staring into the seemingly endless void, I watched her transfixed by the
mural, I returned to observing her position, guarding against any unknown
forces that might intrude on her space. I wasn't sure why she'd expended so
much energy on the surface illustration, but knew that she had tangible
reasons. I watched over the immediate area, waiting for some untoward event
to occur. She was resolute in her determined foray, internalizing its forms
and structure. I was naturally curious but decided against breaching her
surroundings. After several long minutes taking the final measure of the
mural, she stood back up straight and turned towards my direction. Staring
at me intently, I found her relentless gaze a bit off-putting. I wondered
what she discovered in the mural that would cause her to doubt me. Standing
helplessly, I waited as she walked across the grounds until she reached by
position and was directly in front of me. She didn't reveal what her plans
were, but I realized that I shouldn't question her.
Moving closer until she was directly in my path, I felt her footsteps
reverberate in strong waves as she took command and traversed the final
distance. Standing forcefully, within arm's length she waved her arms in my
direction. At first, I wasn't sure what she was doing, but quickly
determined that she was imploring me strongly to change direction. I wasn't
sure what she was up to at first. The surroundings were flat, deserted;
there was nothing there. I was reluctant to turn around and encounter
another empty expanse. She remained insistent and I decided to follow her
lead. When I turned northwestward, I was shocked to discover a long, sturdy
object had suddenly appeared, seemingly from out of nowhere. I wasn't sure
what the rectangular structure was. It appeared stable and firm, there seemed
to have a strong support beneath it. Standing tall, it shot straight up
against the uneven surface, defying the disruptions surrounding it. She
pulled my arm and pulled me ahead alongside her, walking with resplendent
energy towards the object.
As we came closer into its thrall, its varied outlines began to fill. I
noticed that it was largely blank, its clean grayish surface undisturbed.
The unbroken nature was surprisingly calm, countering the surface which
seemed to buckle and crack at points as we drew closer towards it. She
appeared to know what it was before I did, and I could sense her excitement
building. Playing along, I remained nervous about its sudden appearance and
hidden purpose. She wasn't dissuaded and countered my fear with increasingly
resolute steps. It seemed that she'd finally located what she sought. She
walked closer and I was able to gain a better view. I was surprised that it
appeared to scale down slightly. I noticed the gray slab was held in place,
fastened against a strong stand. It increasingly resembled an elaborate
doorway, but I couldn't be sure if my hunch was correct. She continued
moving onward, but I paused and held back. Awaiting her interpretation, I
maintained a careful remove, allowing her to make the determination. I
watched as she took several steps forward until she stood directly in front
of the imposing structure.
She waited for a few moments and looked it over, before finally waving to
me. It was safe for me to join her. This permission was given without
trepidation, and I followed her lead. We'd travelled a long path, there was
no point in turning back. Quietly moving across the disjointed, impending
surface with surprising speed and accuracy, I managed to arrive alongside her
without much further delay. At that close distance, I sensed the structure
shimmering, almost sparkling despite the bleak surroundings. It held firm in
place, and seemed unmovable. However, there was something intangibly
inviting about it that I couldn't place initially. Turning in her direction,
I was mystified by the forces that led us to that point. I wasn't exactly
sure why it had taken so much time and effort to arrive in front of an empty
slate. I stood quietly in front of the object and pondered its presence for
a short time, until its proportions and invocations revealed themselves.
The realization arrived with a sudden jolt, its purpose took on a new
dimension, but also presented a markedly different set of problems. I turned
in her direction and expressed gratitude mixed with frustration. The
resplendent canvas was smooth, unadorned, and firmly secured in place but
there was no way to leave the slightest mark on its promising surface. This
represented a frustrating barrier, lending us another vexing problem without
an apparent solution. Looking in her direction, she didn't seem overly
concerned. I wasn't sure why she'd travelled so far, without any tools at
her command. She watched me patiently as I tried to understand the purpose
and function of the prevailing object. I looked into the canvas intently and
found no tangible answers. I recalled the large number of brushes we'd left
behind and was frustrated that I didn't have the predilection or
forbearance to think ahead. I regretted rushing forward into the breach
without planning and found myself completely unprepared.
While I was pondering the pronounced emptiness and accompanying potential
evident within the canvas, energized pre-dawn skies began shimmering
imperceptibly. Gradually awakening, the grew in scale until the morning
filled the skies above. The emergent sunlight snuck up behind us, bringing
enhanced depth and visualization to the tall, imposing structure's
previously impervious surface. As the light bounced off its surface, I felt
myself drawn upward and my eyes scanned the skies above, that had brightened
enough to blot out the stars. It was disconcerted and I felt lost without
them to guide my path. This sudden visual change of surroundings caused me
to lose sight of the objective momentarily as my focus shifted in the wrong
direction.
The elaborate view was impressive but created the unintended effect of
diverting my attention from the deliberately constructed and positioned
structure standing imperiously domineering our line of sight. Distracted
contemplating the atmosphere's cycle, I didn't realize something important
was happening. She'd nonchalantly pulled out her mysterious
light-convergence machine. It appeared without fanfare from its concealed
position, effectively hiding but placed within easy reach. I didn't notice
it had become operational again until I saw its elaborate light paths
darting across the canvas as she traced their routes, their narrow beams
taking short paths across each side, while imprinting small points at its
edges. She tested its functionality and found it resplendent despite its
long hibernation. I was taken off-guard, having almost completely forgotten
about her machine. This shouldn't have come as a surprise given the density
of events we faced, but it was never far from her reach. She waved it around
in the air several times and began shaking it to get rid of remaining
accumulation.
Standing several paces behind, I waited patiently for work to commence on
her putative composition. but she wasn't planning on embarking on such an
elaborate project. Unexpectedly, she handed the mysterious machine to me.
Thanking me for my patience and loyalty, she told me that I could borrow the
machine and use it as I wanted, but only for a brief interval. Entrusting me
to take control wasn't an occurrence I'd anticipated. I wasn't entirely sure
I'd be able to effectively command the mysterious light-convergence machine.
Holding it in my hand for several minutes created pronounced trembling I was
unable to contain. It was overwhelming and I seriously considered handing it
back to her. I extended it out in her direction, but she refused my offer.
Instead, she indicated that I'd earned a measure of flexibility, and would
quickly learn to shoulder its transitory burden easily. She knew it would
become lighter as I became accustomed to its weight. It was a worthwhile for
her to yield control, generously allowing the artfully assembled machine to
flourish, even temporarily in my possession.
She advised me to release my excessively firm attachment, the machine wasn't
going to respond quickly or correctly if my fingers held rigid positions on
it surface. Moving its innumerable switches and unwinding dials required a
lighter touch. Furthermore, I needed to think ahead, considering each step
carefully beforehand, there wasn't an abundance of time for me to make
mistakes and correct errors. She strongly reiterated that the machine's
processes and functionalities shouldn't present a problem if I maintained a
consistent focus and determination alongside forbearance and tranquility. I
felt my hands steady as residual trepidation subsided after her reassuring
advice permeated my consciousness. Any residual flaws encountered inherently
outweighed by the boundless potential that manifested without articulation.
I needed to concentrate its balance into compact, defined areas; aiming the
machine's energy beam within the empty canvas boundaries would hopefully
create the intended effect. I didn't require additional instruction
after that point. Her persistent formulations were reassuring, but the
boundaries weren't excessively constraining, allowing persistent freedom.
She'd assist me if I required help but trusted me not to rely on her. I
turned and looked into the blank canvas and felt underlying doubt. Despite
her strong admonition, I felt increasing trepidation return, settling just
beneath the surface. I remained intimidated by the empty slate. It
represented a vast area for me to fill without rules, suggestions or
guidance. My previous experience felt limited and inadequate. I wasn't sure
I was up its demands, my fingers unprepared. Wondering if I'd be able to
complete the undefined task, I looked in her direction somewhat plaintively,
seeking her assistance in any form. Sensing my lingering doubts, she
signaled unwavering confidence in my abilities alongside newfound curiosity, insisting that she was waiting expectantly to find out what I'd
eventually come up with.
- Michael Palisano
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