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A Distant Figure
It had been a long hike through the woods and I found myself growing tired.
My feet were sore and depleted, clunking over the uneven surfaces. The
summer had begun to age once more, slowly slipping away from me. I was
hesitant to embark on the journey at first, but decided to take advantage of
the limited opportunities available to me. I had grown accustomed to the
journey's length and had paced myself for the duration. It didn't bother me,
and I wasn't worried. In fact, the isolation and solitude I had experienced
in the trees was a welcome relief. Between the strange encounters and the
everyday hassles, it marked a pleasant break from the predictability of most
days. Usually, I circled at the edge of the forest and looked around. My
journey beginning slowly then picking up momentum as I moved inward toward
the embankments and paths. After many warm months, I grown accustomed to
aimlessly exploring the forest's paths and unmarked areas, I had worked up a
kind of system to get back that appeared to work. retracing my steps
visually as I walked which made it easier to return after a long journey. As
the summer grew shorter, I began to wander deeper inside the forest, which
had led to some close calls. I'd usually be able to get out them quickly
without much effort. Despite this, I knew better than to push things, I'd
been lucky up to that point. Underneath this was a sense of a clock ticking
on what had seemed like an almost eternal summer. Daylight was shrinking
gradually with each passing week I knew the window was gradually, inevitably
closing and needed to make the best of things, and explore around the
surface while there was still enough time.
I wanted to make a few more excursions and see if I could find anything more
hidden within its mysterious surroundings. There had been several mysterious
encounters and discoveries over the previous months. I was determined not to
miss out and kept pressing inward, going deeper inside without hesitation.
It took some effort to get back but I had usually managed to without much
trouble. I was prepared in advance, taking precautions and making sure I was
completely ready before making another attempt. Despite the elaborate effort
and planning, I hadn't anticipated the lengths I walked exactly, and found
unexpectedly became lost. It seemed that I'd taken a wrong turn somewhat
unexpectedly. I walked into completely unfamiliar territory, and found
myself reverting to walking in elaborate circles, retracing my steps yet
going nowhere. My sense of direction was thrown off by an unexpected
problem. I'd taken too long, wasting time and energy just walking around
aimlessly. I wanted to take one last slow look and stood still in order to
feel the air and wind, letting it soak inside me with each breath. I didn't
want to let the last few days pass unappreciated and decided to avoid
rushing through. This turned out to be a poor tactic. I felt myself
procrastinating and putting off my return, purposely extending the respite.
I seemed to have taken too much time and noticed an unwelcome change. The
afternoon shadows had snuck up behind me and grown longer and darker than I
expected. I looked above and saw the sun slowly dissipating, fading behind
the horizon. Rapidly slipping underneath the sky, It signaled a tranquil
day. I was too far out at that point. I knew I'd gotten lost and wouldn't be
able to find my way out before darkness fell. I tried to navigate back on my
steps but only found myself burrowing deeper into the forest.
The trees became denser and older with each step. I tried to turn around but
my attempts were self-defeating, trapping me even more as I walked. I began
to panic slightly and my heart began to race, the fear building. I looked
under my feet, and saw the ground becoming increasingly erratic and
dangerous, filling with thick layers of brush, rock and grass. The uneven
surface made it harder to keep track of where I was. Looking above, the
trees seemed to be growing towards one another, their branches twisting and
converging until the skies above were almost completely obscured. I stood
still and waited for something to happen. The quiet was almost unbearable, a
silent rebuke. I'd taken one trip too many and was paying for the mistake.
Underneath, I felt the ground shifting and settling in unexpected ways. It
seemed to be working to defeat me, purposely sitting still when it should
moved or shifting unexpectedly as I searched for a stable, steady respite. I
looked back in the direction I'd travelled and scanned for some sign of
where to go next. Walking further towards the center, I knew enough to head
for the center of the forest where, I remembered, there was a somewhat safe
clearing on the path ahead. Providing relative safety, it seemed elusive but
I had to find it before the sun lost its battle and submerging the forest in
darkness.
As the minutes passed, it became increasingly obvious that I wouldn't be
going back home, at least not for awhile. I had to search for a place to go
before my predicament became inescapable. Nervously, I began to move inward,
tentatively in the direction that seemed calmest. I was hoping to encounter
at least even the smallest sign along the way. I scanned the trees for some
kind of marking or symbols but it seemed no one had travelled that way.
There weren't any footprints to follow. no clearings along the way, nothing
that would signal someone had gone before me. I made what felt like some
headway towards the center but couldn't be completely sure. I looked towards
the arrays of branches and trees and they didn't reveal anything. I looked
around and watched the shadows elongating alongside the waters, slowly
submerging the surroundings into twilight. I knew the night would quickly
surround me. It was much too late for me to run from it, the only thing I
could do was hope for a safe place to hide.
I was relatively familiar with the forest, but the straight line I traversed
was becoming increasingly steep, while the hill unfolded layers of
deception. My path angled sharply, and I found myself walking quickly, not
wanting to stay in one place for too long. This made me walk in
unpredictable directions, twisting and bending rapidly. I hadn't anticipated
the change in the surface and found it hard to maintain a steady speed while
keeping my balance. I tried to keep myself inside a relatively safe section
but this proved impossible as the forest became increasingly hostile.
Stumbling over the cluttered surface, I moved carefully despite my
increasing anxiety. I looked above towards the darkening skies and felt an
invisible clock ticking away; there was little time left. It was unlikely
that I'd be able to get out of the forest in one piece. Each step seemed to
draw me further inward, the trees and brush conspired to keep me inside,
dragging me deeper into its impermeable atmosphere. Looking around for some
kind of sign, I became distracted by the converging trees that seemed to be
growing taller an taller, their brushes extending upward. It seemed that
they'd grown from out of nowhere. Before I realized what was happening, the
thicket of trees completely encircled my position, cutting me off from the
outside completely.
Attempting to outrun or escape the forest seemed like a hopeless task, there
was nothing I could do. I had fallen into a trap of my own making, going too
far in without a plan to get out. The lonely forest became increasingly
quiet and desolate. I watched helplessly as the shadows began to darken and
cover the forest, plunging downward until they completely darkened the
atmosphere. The atmosphere began to cool and settle, creating a cold,
permanent barrier that thinned my breath, making it harder for me to gain
traction or settle my bearing. Each moment grew darker, adding to the
difficulties navigating the uncertain terrain. I wasn't about to give in my
seemingly intractable fate and decided to make one last break. I began to
run, moving purposely through the oncoming trees, unyielding in my
determination not to let the antagonistic surroundings defeat me. I wasn't
intimidated by the encroaching trees, instead my resolution only increased.
I gained confidence and moved ever faster until I was nearly running at full
speed. My pace remained strong and consistent and the surface surrendered to
my determination. It had taken me a long time to build up to that point, but
it seemed that I was moving in a more promising direction. I managed to gain
a foothold, locating a patch of solid ground where I could run ahead without
impediment.
I began running quickly, then sprinting towards an unknown area. This filled
me with excitement and fear. I couldn't contain my excitement and began
getting a little bit reckless. I skipped and jumped over the surface,
hopping up and down a little excitedly and felt like I could do anything and
go anywhere. I didn't take very long for me to pay a heavy price for my
excitement. Without warning, I tripped over a group of sharp rocks and
suddenly felt myself propelled up over the surface for a quick moment before
crashing down onto the ground. My frenetic burst of energy came to a sudden
halt. I was fortunate not to have injured my feet or legs. This was
especially true since there was no one else around to help me, and nothing
nearby. Fortunately, I recovered from the fall rapidly. I regained my
balance and stood back up again, and stabilized my balance. My head was
spinning a bit so I took a moment to take stock of my situation. Things were
still and quiet, almost totally silent except for the scattered pulses of my
breath, now deeper and somewhat less confident. I wondered if I'd gone too
far. I had gotten ahead of myself and made another mistake, costing me
valuable time I didn't have. I stood alone for a second and drew a deep
breath, allowing myself time to focus and concentrate. I looked around at my
surroundings, scanning for anything that might lead me along the way but
didn't see anything. I knew that I'd have to stay calm and focused, avoiding
the excitement which could lead me into even deeper trouble.
It took a few minutes to regain momentum but I had the difficult task of
finding something that I couldn't identify or know until I saw it. The dense
forest didn't help matters and the closing forest's paths seemed to be
vanishing into the impending night. I walked for what felt like another
mile, trying not to think about the consequences, attempting to shake off
another close call. I took note of where I was headed and the path I'd come,
just in case I needed to turn back, knowing there would probably be no way
for me to mark the position. I walked quickly again, watched the trees above
for any indication, but there was nothing for me to use as a guide. Their
aloofness was surprising to me, I'd spent so much of the summer there but my
presence didn't elicit even a small response. The night grew ever more
prominent and began to consume everything, quickly shutting out potential
routes, leaving me with few options but to keep moving directly ahead. I
continued on the solitary journey for awhile longer until something began to
change. I felt the ground beneath me begin to slowly crumble, dissolving
underneath my feet. It started slowly at first but quickly escalated until I
felt the surface rolling beneath me. It pushed me forward inexorably, there
was no way I would be able to fight it. The ground poured under my feet,
swarming beneath me, waiting for nothing, ignoring me completely. I rolled
forward into the unknown and there it only built in strength as the moments
passed. I wasn't getting out, no matter how hard I pushed against the
sliding rock and dirt.
Overwhelmed by the rolling surface, it quickly became difficult for me to
maintain my balance and position, but I had no choice. I knew if I fell or
stopped, I'd be quickly over-run and possibly even buried out there, where
no one would know where to look or find me. Entering had been an easy
choice, getting out had proven far more difficult. I tried to find another
way through but nothing had come of my efforts. I kept walking but it seemed
that the ground was slipping beneath me, there was nothing i could do.
Suddenly, there was a large shift beneath my feet and the ground gave way
completely. I tried to find a stable place to stand but there was nowhere to
turn. I felt the ground fall out and I stood suspended for a few seconds
until gravity caught up with me. I quickly plummeted downward. I tried to
grab onto something but found myself stumbling. I fell off a steep ledge,
plunging into the darkness alone for what might have been twenty or thirty
feet below. It seemed that I was falling and there was nothing to stop my
descent. It felt like I was going to plunge downward forever.
I looked up and saw the forest rapidly falling away far above me, until only
the outlines of the trees were visible. I took a deep breath and closed my
eyes, waiting for what seemed like a very bad fate. I braced myself for
impact and felt the air compress and sink. It began dragging me downward at
increasingly rapid speed until at long last I hit something beneath me. The
force shook my entire body and I quickly fell into a defensive crouch, and
waited for a few moments. I expected a great deal of pain or some fractured
bones, but was surprised that there wasn't anything immediate. I opened my
eyes and looked around, I couldn't see much at first, just a long stretch of
grass. I took a few steps and felt around. Everything had stabilized, the
ground felt solid and stable. I took a moment and stood up, relieved that
there wasn't anything seriously wrong.
Cautiously, I took a deep breath and looked over my surroundings nervously.
I was able to relax enough and scanned the altered environment quickly,
searching for any changes. The lower elevation seemed calmer and colder,
emptier and somehow even more deserted than the land above. It was flatter
and open almost like a desert. It was easier for me to walk around. Its
dirty surface was rocky and uneven but this wasn't as difficult to
traverse. I moved quickly towards the Clear without the thick clusters of
brush and trees that had blocked my path. I took a moment and walked a few
additional steps downwards towards the center of the field and tried to
regain my bearings as the night sank in. I glanced above and saw the first
outlines of the night sky, the edges of stars becoming visible through the
fading twilight. Their serenity and quiet accompaniment was strangely
calming, a familiar sight internalized that reassured me that I wasn't truly
alone. In the darkness, I used them to regain my bearings after the plunge.
I knew I could use them, and they would go a long way towards helping to
guide me from a distance. I looked closely at them and located a few
familiar
constellations that I could use to navigate the path ahead.
I decided not to look directly ahead into the flat meadow and didn't notice
the outline of what was standing in front of me. In my disconcertion, the
strange building, partially uncovered on the opposite side of the field
didn't stand out against the spinning trees and dizzying night. Its cool,
sharp surfaces were partially obscured and some that hidden inside the night
sky. From that vantage its camouflaged position was nearly complete, its
particular shape marking a barely perceptible point, a minor bump in the
distance. Concentrating my efforts on the stars above, I didn't realize its
significance for a few minutes. I scanned the stars, hoping to find a
destination, but didn't see that I was already standing in front of me. I
waited for the stars to shift or send me a signal, but there was no
response. Entranced by their shimmering motion, I hadn't taken the time to
look around at the surface. I maintained a strange focus on the surface
above me, I wondered what I had done to start the chain reaction that caused
the ground to fall away, collapsing under my feet. The force of the
landslide was fairly strong and I counted myself lucky to have emerged
largely unharmed by its massive occurrence. The trees far above were still
rustling and shifting around from the landslide, their trunks and branches
shaking from the reverberations. I was still recovering and winding down
from that sudden change in occurrence took me awhile. Slowly, the atmosphere
seemed to calm down, the ground came to a rest and I was able to finally
survey the surroundings. My eyes were drawn back to the mysterious
structure, whose outlines and surface were barely visible in the darkness.
It would have been easy to miss, nearly hidden by the tall grass, but the
moonlight was just strong enough to make form visible. I cautiously walked
closer towards the structure. It seemed lost and out of place, but I felt it
must have revealed itself for a reason. I approached the building, despite
not knowing what might be hidden inside.
(Continue to part two)
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