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A Templative Erudition
Without enduring deeper implications by forsaking further excessive
contemplation, I began the process of marking the paper without copying
her work or pondering the ramifications. This allowed me to free my
hands and take a distinctive, unimpeded intention. Before I realized
what was occurring, my eyes followed an unfettered course staying
carefully within the page's borders, gliding across its frontage
inexorably to reach an irrevocably altered objective. The objective was
clear, but the path in front of me was concealed. Its awkward structure
purposely designed to impede navigation. Its inherent complexity worked
against my preclusive expectations. It capriciously followed an
intuitive yet incomprehensible path, recalcitrantly disregarding a range
of simple permutations in favor of less-prominent encounters. I began
scribbling across the paper nondescriptly, fervently marking enveloping
diameters of uneven circles. Their incongruous designs and interior
patterns overlapped carelessly and clashed when their competing radiuses
collided, leaving numerous incomplete fragments persisting on the page.
These appeared seemingly at random, and elicited insignificant meaning
and vanishingly small cohesion. Attempting to comprehend their intricate
shapes and assign definitive meanings to them proved inconclusive. Their
embedded outlines and protected markings felt incoherent and unbalanced
but noticeable inspiration was visible despite their insistence
otherwise.
Implementing a proportionately subconscious series of determined efforts
to invoke their captivating design, composing their densely-layered,
closely-stratified elements with imperious lines undulating across their
conjoined surface. The resulting evocative designs emerged unevenly with
random slashes and irregular lines that carefully bisected their
resulting forms, giving them an inconsistent, uneven appearance. My eyes
moved across the page and I was pleased that my progress had arrived
without procrastination. It seemed that my constrained energies had been
freed of their confines. This encouraged me to move ahead and I did so
without hesitation. I quickly sketched then filled a number of large
rectangular boxes resembling elongated platforms surrounding the main
diameter. They immediately commenced clashing with the inner-portions
without considering the shape's overall balance. These contained no
particular meaning, symbolic or otherwise in mind.
The shapes diverged in purposeful fashion, maintaining a consistent
approach, determined to keep any motivations hidden, moving the pencil
in unpredictable motions and swirling maneuvers to avoid detection.
Scrawling additional random portions on the margins, some of which
purposely clashed with the surrounding figures. As my disorganized
creation neared its unmanageable conclusion, its disorganized design
began to converge unexpectedly into a coherent form. This process took
patience and required adjustments to expectations. I needed to make
another subtle shift without stranding myself. Temporarily allowing
intuition to overtake contemplation for a brief period, I was
disappointed as I looked the unevenly distributed markings over and
found little that would inspire additional assurance. The completed
object's disorganized form, unwieldy design and lack of stability was
overpowering what it might have been attempting to verbalize. My
unsteady hands had scuttled and misinterpreted the design, overriding
any indication that might present a clarifying elucidation. I'd created
a purposefully undefined symbol, implacably set against the
carefully-measured forms set beside it, placed in irregular, almost
random fashion at odd intervals. Following an uncoordinated approach
made comprehension and understanding a monumentally imposing task when
it an efficient resolution should have been simple to uncover and
coordinate.
Despite my sustained efforts hopefully composing an acceptable
approximation, the finished composition didn't appear fully-formed. Its
surface inexorably torn, splitting into a sequence of indeterminate
pieces. Its visible detachment and inconsistencies couldn't begin to
meet even the marginal standards I'd set for myself. The stratified,
undefined figure conveyed a dispiriting predictability in design and
function. Its lack of coherence and imagination didn't make for a
compelling contrast to my earlier designs. Despite the fact that these
consisted of reflections, they appeared to show more inherent
inspiration than my undefined creation. In terms of residing function,
there was nothing within its narrow form that could be articulated or
explained. The random markings and disjointed appearance was confusing
and incoherent. My hastily-drawn, design had no purpose or meaning.
After several minutes, I determined that it wouldn't be worth
continuing; I'd be moving further ahead felt like a lost cause. I'd
finished my inadequate response and stood aside. I began systematically
excavating its hurried, inconsistent design, my passion demised rapidly,
replaced by a sense of disillusionment. My eyes sank backward, receding
into their sockets as I became somewhat dejected by the wasted space and
squandered energy.
Uncertain how to proceed into undertaking further incursions with
adequate efficiency, I attempted to revise the figure, changing elements
within its design to reinforce the composition. These carefully
implemented additions had the unwelcome consequence of muddling the
figures even further. Standing back, it was obvious in my estimation
that the objective hadn't been accomplished. My efforts had fallen far
short of my own expectations. This disappointment led my to ponder
erasing the figure and starting over from the beginning. It was a
tempting escape route, but nothing would be gained by avoiding mistakes.
After some ruminations and weighing's, I counter-intuitively decided it
would be better to not to erase or scratch off the misbegotten figure.
Its visible flaws and manifest deficiencies allowed Gemine to take a
closer look at its insurmountable faults. There remained visible
elements that pointed in the right direction. At least a small portion
could be salvaged from the claustrophobic scribbling. My hope was her
experience and perspective might provide insight and advice to keep my
from making similar mistakes in the future.
I watched as Gemine carefully walked towards the flapping page set
furtively against easel. Her penetrative eyes looked it over
assiduously, inspecting the mis-formed figure's shape and design
thoroughly. Her enviable confidence and flawless intuition arrived at an
avoidable pronounced conclusion. It didn't take long for her penetrating
eyes and to reach a disquieting, yet accurate assessment of the
inadequate composition. She looked over the design thoroughly then
quickly turned in my direction. Gemine's disposition disengaged with the
easel, her shoulders slouched noticeably, her arms fell to their sides.
Her dejected predisposition couldn't hide that she was disappointed.
However, she didn't let the evident displeasure with my work get the
best of her.
She spoke deliberately, and chose her words carefully, carefully avoided
diminishing my work dismissively with excessive detail. Her tenor was
consistent and firm made efficient use of her voice, eliciting only
broad outlines of its most-inflected areas. I listened to Gemine
studiously without defensiveness, hoping that she'd reveal even a tiny
fraction of her invaluable methods. Quietly yet determinedly, Gemine
wondered what I was trying to accomplish creating those disorganized,
incoherent indicators. The effort hadn't provided the illumination or
resplendence she anticipated from my hand. She appeared most
disappointed and surprised by my lack of coordination and the figure's
evident defects. Gemine's despondence was only reinforced when she took
a step closer and knelt over the canvas for an even closer, taking an
even more unforgiving perspective. Lacking the experience and confidence
that would only arrive later, my experimental, inconsistent effort
appeared incoherent, lacking the coherence and style that Gemine
anticipated. She stepped away from the easel somewhat dejected and
turned her attention in my direction. I was surprised that she wasn't
angry at its numerous defects, or the time I'd apparently wasted. In a
subtle manner, she seemed to understand the limitations her designs
imposed. Attempting to follow her lead without detailed explanations was
inherently difficult while branching further proved untenable given my
constrained abilities.
She wasn't anguished by my difficulties completing the task and seemed
to intuit a significant measure of responsibility on the oblique
connection. She complimented me on the strenuous, determined effort I
made before pointing out the residing inconsistencies within the
composition. Gemine didn't dwell on its aesthetic faults or mechanical
issues. She redirected her energy and instead looked in my direction
with a unexpected sympathy. She appreciated my truculent effort but
elaborated that her expectations weren't met. She said that the design
showed some energy but she couldn't overlook its incoherent, hopelessly
tangled structure, and the uncontrolled mess it created. I'd clearly
fallen short of her initial experiences with me. I slouched downward and
looked towards the floor, somewhat embarrassed. She looked the
untethered, incoherent design over repeatedly with increasing
frustration and wondered why I'd squandered time and effort imprinting
incoherent scribbles. Gemine's voice lowered and scattered with audible
frustration. I realized their scrambled forms had accidentally defiled
the tools she'd generously provided for use enlivening the page. Pausing
briefly to moderate her words, her conclusion was still difficult to
hear. She'd spent so much time in silent observance, and the change from
her previously quiet disposition was difficult to mitigate.
Gemine further admonished me for allowing intuition and emotion to
overwhelm the piece. The approach wasn't working. I'd gone too far
ignoring her boundaries and structures with little evident bearing or
tangible foundation for my scratched-up, inconsistent marking to
inhabit. She told me I needed to put more effort into my compositions,
and knew I could create something much better I took her critic to heart
and bowed my head in shame, I was relatively despondent knowing that I
hadn't demonstrated the agility or ingenuity that was expected from my
efforts. Sensing that she might have been too harsh, Gemine added that
my surrender was premature, reiterating that I shouldn't allow a single
misconceived figure to dissuade me from further iterations. Gemine
firmly suggested that she expected me to take a more substantive
approach moving forward.
Her rejoinder gave me immense relief. She still seemed to believe in my
capabilities despite mistake. I took several minutes to rationalize her
conclusion and realized, once again, that her instincts were correct. I
Looked over the scribbles blighting the page and quietly resolved to put
in more effort into subsequent entries. I wasn't precisely sure how I'd
regain momentum and I found myself contemplating divergent,
contradictory methods of potential infusions. My first thought resolved
that I should continue copying her work since it was obvious that I
still had a lot to learn. However, I quickly dispatched this idea as
overtly derivative, counter to the creative trust she'd placed in me.
My feet began pacing around the easel, walking quickly past its surface
in a narrow path searching for firm guidance or renewed inspiration. I
took me some time to determine a tangible justification and decide what
point I should embark from. My hands held to the pencil unstintingly,
grasping its diminutive form without trepidation, but there was no
external pressure to proceed recklessly. I found a forbearance that
allowed me to consider the pending work ahead of time. After several
minutes, I hadn't arrived at a definitive resolution. After several
minutes, I felt a piercing gaze locking into place, intruding on my
thoughts. Her eyes felt unwelcome but I was able to implement a simple
defense, without seeming disrespectful. I reflexively covered my eyes
using my hands, pulling my sight downward and inward. This technique
defrayed her attention; allowing a short release to reflect on the
quandary. Taking advantage of the unforeseen respite allowed me to
recall numerous convergences between seemingly disconnected preceding
events. My mind quickly determined a secure path that wasn't excessively
fraught. Thinking back to the strange room containing her inspirational,
yet somehow imperceptible library took on unexpected prominence. I'd sat
there for an extended period, but its purpose and meaning remained
elusive and alluring. I remembered the mysterious book I'd immersed
myself in, recalling the seemingly endless rows of incompressible
symbols and resulting incomprehensible figures.
My recollections of their radiant form, imaginative design and incipient
structure, remained indescribably vivid, residing undiminished within
memory. Closing my eyes for a moment, I could still see them flashing
brightly across the pages, as if they were still right in front of me. I
wasn't able to understand what any of them meant, there were too many of
them and they appeared purposefully imbued with surreptitious elements
and intangible forms to repel attempts at deciphering them. The
memorable figures' intangible forms and underlying recalcitrance made
them ideal subjects for exploration. I decided that investigating them
further could be potentially edifying and inherently promising. I
reassessed the residing figures without abandoning my promise to remain
thoughtful. Without rushing ahead, I though back and found many of their
designs unfolding without distortion. This gave me confidence I'd
arrived at the right solution. I looked in Gemine's direction and began
flipping my fingers like I was browsing through a book. She appeared to
understand what I was up to and nodded approvingly. Her confidence
reinforced my conviction, infusing my fingers with rejuvenated
inspiration. I quickly selected a prominent, intricate figure to reform.
It didn't take long before my hands began drawing again with
substantial, if undefined purpose. The figures' initial design and
details appeared promising. I set about the task of reconstructing its
furtive form, almost completely from memory that I'd briefly but
unforgettably encountered.
Commencing work on its reconstruction wasn't as difficult as
anticipated. Quickly locating an appropriately large empty section where
I could place it prominently, I cycled through various other figures
before firmly settling on that particular figure. Holding a strong pull,
it distinguished itself in memory with a unique appearance that was
bolder than many of the other designs. Its sense of purpose stood out
and was resoundingly indicative of why it remained so prominent within
my memory. I began by tracing the unmistakable outlines of its insistent
shape, circling back and forth over the same point multiple times until
the exterior formed what initially appeared to be a prominent shadow
that quickly emerged from the page. I decided to take a slightly slower,
measured pace with its design, allowing for any lapses in memory to
reconstitute themselves as I formed its foundation. Its upper portion
was easier for me to conceive, but its still looked somewhat undefined.
Elaborating on its structure, I added several intersecting lines that
formed a parallel reflection of the main figure.
Connecting these partitioned segments required a light touch, as I
remembered these extensions initially appeared to be fastened with only
fragile strings or wires. They expanded beyond the course but remained
somewhat distant. Approximating their unique style required me to convey
a look of detachment while simultaneously maintaining a visible
convergence. This was a difficult challenge but tenuous balance I'd
achieved allowed me to correlate these extensions successfully. I was
pleased with their appearance and moved attention back to the main
figure, with still looked indistinct and undefined. I had to look
closely, and it took some effort for me to realize what it was missing.
After concentrating on its incomplete form for a period, I realized it
was missing its signature element. A partial indication of a letter
within the lower portion signified the composition's individuality. I
needed to recall my earlier efforts intently and remember precisely how
it went before reconstructing its sloping turns.
Working on the lower, deceptively simpler portion, then ascending upward
into the more elaborate sections in a systematic manner took more time,
but made the resulting form resemble the resplendent iteration I
remembered without diverging too much from its inspiration. That
approach symbolized my tentative theory and following objective. I was
hoping these efforts would help resolve a portion of its insular
mysteries. Working methodically, my fingers carefully redrew its lines,
retracing the intricate paths they formed. I carefully bend their
directions and forms. Allowing their courses to unfurl without
interruption, the slender lines began bending and turning in slender,
uncorroborated routes along side each other. The innumerable lines
unfolded across the page, circling, spinning and twisting and around
each other with seeming abandon. The seemingly uncontrollable lines I
drew took on a life of their own. I held the pencil with a firm hand but
the lines took control to a degree, and I allowed them to find their
independent paths. These emergent forms and designs began consistently
flowing within the square with some effort until they filled the central
area with an unmistakable mark. Suffused with an unspoken flourish, the
insistent element made a distinctive impression.
Its share, pointed extensions appeared to point outward from the inner
section, signifying a relentless push forward, venturing beyond the
encroachment fearlessly. It stood out immediately from the residing
figures nearby but it needed further elaboration. As I redrew the figure
with my own hand, the process worked to release my memories of it, which
grew increasingly vivid and detailed. I recalled another distinctive
element that would center the figure, grounding it within the reflected
figures' confines. I recalled a small object hovering just above the
fermenting composition, its form gradually reappeared in my mind. I had
to work carefully to make sure it was just the right size, I didn't want
to overwhelm the lower section, but determined that the object to remain
clearly visible.
Measuring the space carefully with a visual inspection, then reasserted
these conclusions gliding my fingers over the page. Carefully drawing a
series of small points, I then worked with precision surrounding these
dots inside larger circles. This took some time but my task wasn't
finished. The most difficult portion occurred when I implemented a
secondary layer surrounding the initial circles, but these took the form
of elongated ovals, making the small figures resemble desconstituted
eyes. They appeared to stare back relentlessly from above the object.
This had the effect of infusing the composition a clarifying purpose, it
appeared to be looking straight ahead without premeditation, its
unbroken visualization forging onward without considering what
reciprocal recognition it might receive in return. This was only a loose
interpretation, but my vaguely-formed assumption of its meaning and
purpose seemed to at least tangentially confirm and quite possibly,
partially explain the nearly-completed figure's complicated,
multi-layered appearance in a somewhat comprehensible manner.
Surfacing throughout the form's design, a convergence of styles between
its inner field and outer margins provided tangible parallels and
mirrors that reinforced my intuition. Stepping back from the easel and
looking at the illustration in context with the other forms, it retained
an residing individuality that resisted categorization. Its flowing
lines connected to each along myriad paths, building within each other a
seemingly natural dynamic, crossing over and between each other with
unpretentious ease. Circuits embedded within the inner form, while the
imposing eye-figures above held a narrow focus. Determining the precise
boundaries of their relationship to each other was difficult to
comprehend. This was a result of purposeful design and resilient effort,
but their clandestine form placed a unique burden on its design. It's
articulation wasn't clear, but demanded an explanation. The figure
retained mysteries, resolutely mute but its importance warranted a
pronounced response. This conflicting arrangement provided negligible
elaboration, but its imposing silence didn't deter me. I stepped forward
again to inform a more pronounced examination. I explored its structure
steady while simultaneously evading the now-dormant force it emanated
that had hypnotized then paralyzed my earlier encounter with a similarly
incipient figure's entrancing aura. It seemed strange yet inarguable
that the seemingly humble design possessed unseen power, though there
might have been more reasonable explanatory factors.
The most prominent was the fact that my composition had drawn entirely
from memory and was most like not a completely accurate representation.
The scrambled, incommensurate importance I placed on it probably
affected my perspective. Shouldering excessive importance, it was likely
I'd become overly attached to it. My hands weren't steady enough to draw
the precise lines of the original drawing accurately. Its mesmerizing
eyes seemed to appear out of proportion, noticeably larger than the ones
I remembered. Further contemplation of its reduced size and diminished
powers led me to infer that since it was no longer surrounded by
reinforcing, similar figures, it lacked the encompassing force which its
power originally derived. Despite these problems, I was pleased with
that supple attempt, and looked over its form with a surprisingly high
degree of confidence.
Ignoring the uneven, disjointed lines that appeared uncertain and
distracting, I couldn't deny the inspired composition contained inherent
beauty and undeniable aesthetic power, retaining the irresistible
magnetism of Gemine's original drawing. It seemed to grow increasingly
forthright the longer I stared into its hypnotic face. This
imperceptible change emerged surreptitiously and grew more prominent as
time passed. I attempted to look away but was unable to fully resist its
luminance and returned to its gaze instinctively. The previously docile
form became increasingly powerful, forging sequential layers of inner
strength in plain sight. It overtook resistance, forging a stronger pull
that strengthened without encountering any resistance on my part. Before
realizing what was occurring, I felt my body leaning towards its
seemingly passive design, leaning into the page involuntarily.
Its hold strengthened immediately, imposing itself until I was
unavoidably falling beneath its mesmerizing spell. This occurred without
pretext, before I realized what was happening, not allowing me to devise
a tangible method of response. I wasn't able to counter its strange pull
immediately but at least had the premonition to comprehend its
unrelenting incursion. Realizing its unobtruded intensification and
power did little to sway its impending encroachment. I decided not to
resist its fermenting assault too forcefully. Thinking ahead, I knew I
wasn't strong enough to confront it directly, and needed to take a
different approach to its frenetic waves of energy. Contemplating my
options, any responses I could initially implement felt constrained and
ineffective. I watched its enlargement somewhat helplessly for several
uneasy moments, unsure how to evade its grasp.
After further contemplation, I remembered how Gemine pulled me away from
the book earlier without a fight. I quickly realized the successful
intervention behind her seemingly passive approach. This involved a
minor deception to divert its attention. I decided to let the figure
take superficial control of the encounter. I'd be able to maintain a
level of control. I needed to carefully and surreptitiously allow the
figure's unspoken trajectory to unfold within expected parameters. That
fulminative approach gave the restless figure enough space to expand its
reach, but also allowed it confidence relax its heightened defenses.
This diametric, contrary strategy might make the figure accidentally
reveal insights into its motivation and the forces that minded its
design and construction. Following this method might define additional
aspects as yet unknown; quietly undermining its methodology which would
let me counter its insinuations more effectively. This wasn't a
straightforward or guaranteed approach towards it confrontation but
seemed the most promising path that might cleanly resolve its expansive
desires then subsequently unfurl to reveal illuminative conclusions.
Working with respectful determination, I approached its outline with
caution. The deceptively powerful figure stood implacably with an
unexplainable yet tangible inner resolve. It was immovable and
unchanging, while internalization allowed it to methodically strengthen
and became increasingly assertive. Its unrelenting attributes
contrasting sharply against the surrounding timid compositions that
remained impassive. Simultaneously, the central form's extended lines
flowed outwardly with increasing velocity and significance. Their
pillars appeared to converge and expand until their appeared to diminish
the rest of the page. As I leaned in, I noticed a subtle increase in the
figure's luminance, becoming almost incandescent from certain angles.
This appeared to function as a kind of aesthetic shield blocking further
visual incursions. Look away from the figure momentarily seemed to
counter its transient deference. It held additional surprising defenses
when I examined further. At certain points, the mysterious construct
appeared to lift above the page as it began to shimmer and glow mutely
within its confines. This had the punitive effect of further involving
my eyes in distraction without eliciting further inward detail or
enlightenment.
Adding another intricate layer of discouragement, the plaintive easel
remained defiantly silent throughout, not offering a short note of
accompaniment or even the slightest verbal pronouncement. Nearby lines
began to fade and blur into each other and my eyes became increasingly
focused within its mesmerizing form. As its hold attempted to
strengthen, my posture challenged its recalcitrant fermentation. Serving
the easel's relentless desire for additional figures became secondary
and I pulled the pencil towards my side, in order to fully concentrate
focus. I took a step closer to observe it in greater detail, and its
elaborate construction remained impressive but took on an added
dimension of inspiration from its resilience. It still wasn't a precise
mirroring, but I wasn't about to attempt further corrections. Instead. I
let down my guard and lets its enduring form ensnare my imagination.
Looking at it closely for an extended period, I felt increasing attached
to its diminutive yet boundless shape. Keeping a careful distance, I
resolved to not allow its clandestine, imperceptivity hypnotic signals
effortlessly over-take my position completely without putting up even a
marginal defense.
Following a divergently objective approach represented a diametric
change in my previously intuitive, artistic approach, but it worked
effectively. It seemed to keep the disarming from taking control of the
situation. I watched it carefully as the figure attempted to repeatedly
make peripheral inroads into my consciousness, but I'd anticipated its
movements and its efforts produced legible effects. Repelling the
figure's persistent advance represented significant progress from my
earlier entanglement. A similar diminutive construction had appeared
within the pages of a book and quickly took control of my encounter. I
was fortunate Gemine was watching our temporal confrontation and pulled
me away before the book's similar hold became detrimental. I hadn't
suspected that a single design could be so strong in the library. Its
recurrence within the similar figure wasn't unforeseen. I was able to
effectively manage its increasingly vivid allure by looking downward and
averting my eyes frequently. This allowed me to examine its fulmative
design and deliberate structure without distraction. Following this
approach allowed me to contain the figure's elaborate defenses.
It took an extended period for the intransigent figure's reactive
demeanor to lessen its guard, but the composition eventually became
marginally amenable towards my incursions. Moving across the surface
with intensifying degrees of intention, I noticed something unforeseen
start to occur. Tracing the figure's extensions and flowing lines, a
strange convergence seemed to arise. It wasn't easy to detangle its
complex forms but when they unfolded, there were prominent connections
my eyes couldn't dismiss. Repeated lines and angles seemed to indicate a
foundation, which many of the objects shared, eventually becoming more
consistent than initial appearances indicated. I turned to the opposing
page and looked for similar forms and was surprised to see a number of
connective elements within the figures. These quickly magnified and
became increasingly important, their common direction, shape and forms
began to make more sense when viewed in sequence. Slowly, the meaning
behind their appearance shifted, the figures grew increasingly
approachable, even when designed roughly by her hand or retraced
imperfectly with mine.
Taking an awkwardly determined step in direction of the easel's surface,
I began to decipher partial meanings and tentative definitions emerging
within its convergent boundaries and diminutive frames. After an
extensive incursion within the rendering, my eyes somewhat warily began
arriving at a tenuous conclusion carefully, confronting lingering
uncertainty with unexpected resolve. Recounting her encouragement gave
me unexpected resilience, that I hadn't anticipated. Working carefully,
in order to convert my abstract theories into tangible form with an
underlying physical conveyance, I held my fingers downward and slid them
just slightly elevated above the figures on the opposing page. I worked
slowly at first but as I gained confidence, I began tracing their
intricate shapes and elaborate forms rapidly. This allowed my hands to
recognize their shapes with greater intuition and flexibility.
Internalizing their similarities provoked a evocative realization that
irrevocably changed my perceptions. During the process of shifting from
imperceptible theory to physical manifestation, the previously
incomprehensible figures shifted in appearance, until they strongly
resembled distinct characters.
After an understandably compressed interval spent growing increasing
enchanted by each evasive character's resplendent visage, the conductive
articulation infusing the culminative shapes remained unclear. Despite
my extended incursion and prolonged ruminations, the guarded characters
didn't reveal much further detail. It appeared that nothing had changed
and I'd never closed the book's shimmering pages. I worked on it
assiduously, reconstructing its design closely for an extended period,
which resulted in pronounced attachment, but the pull it maintained
seemed to be more profound. I looked away while shaking my head quickly
to disperse its incendiary hold, but this technique didn't shake its
grip. Quickly reasserting itself, the figure blotched out the others
nearby and appeared to take on an increasingly prominent position within
the page. I resisted the urge to simply turn the page over, but held
back. I didn't want to smudge or disrupt the freshly imprinted image. I
recalled my eyes from their fixed gaze with some effort, and looked over
the nearby forms for countervailing parallels. None of the adjacent
forms effectively contrasted with the recent addition, blending into the
surrounding firmament transparently. Condensing its hold, the
predominant figure encouraged additional incursion with increasing
frequency.
The evocative character that emerged from within the cloaked symbol
quickly resolved its perplexing quandaries. Working to coalesce
alongside the surrounding forms, it managed to state its intentions
quickly by reinforcing their importance. It wasn't precisely clear what
the character was attempting to articulate, but its unguarded
enunciations clarified resolutely, its purpose resembled a
deeply-choreographed demonstration of inferences. Nothing was pronounced
specifically, but seemed to thrive unexpectedly as it re-assembled its
scattered pieces. Marking these visually produced effects I hadn't
anticipated or prepared for. When I looked into its unblinking eyes, I
felt its magnetic force become unavoidable. Its pull marginalized
resistance until its field became nearly inescapable.
Despite its inexorable power and rapidly intensifying strength, I was
marginally confident I'd be able to avoid becoming its prisoner if I
concentrated on defeating its impending threat. I thought my recent
experience with the book's figures would help. I made the further
assumption that by drawing and composing the character using with my own
hand could be used to my advantage that would potentially assist me in
overcoming numerous aspects. I thought I knew what to expect and would
be able to anticipate its maneuvers, since its intricate design had
fulsomely arrived from my bare fingers. This would allow me to
accurately anticipate its power and measuring its strength accurately. I
concentrated my focus and focus to counter its gaze, staring back at it
intently, determined to transcend the narrow, protective force-field it
was attempting to build around itself. It appeared to respond with
increasingly forceful responses, the figure's static appearance became
increasingly guarded, it seemed to be preparing itself for some kind of
battle. I remained fixated on its translucent, incipient eyes for an
extended period, successfully fighting against its emanating pulse with
unyielding determination. It didn't surrender anything, solely relying
on its inherent recognition for reinforcement. This made the seemingly
immovable object further solidify in position, complicating my efforts
to extract its definitive meaning that would hopefully uncover its
elusive purpose.
My attention remained focused on the undefined, yet inoperable character
that emerged from within the figure. It remained unclear precisely what
it signified, but I was fully engaged with unraveling its mysterious
form and internal solution. It regained prominence, surpassing nearby
characters to the point that almost completely excluded anything within
the surrounding areas. Observation of the easel was constrained. At
first, I didn't notice the subtle disruptions occurring at the margins
of the page. The characters remained somewhat elusive and skipped
randomly, in disorganized fashion above the easel. Their intangible
imprints didn't reveal what they represented or identify the workings of
their inner activities. I was able to see them clearly, but their
definition remained elusive. Looking at the characters or letters,
produced additional complications. Attempting to verbalize their meaning
led me nowhere. I tried to match individual characters to distinct
sounds, but met with only tangential success. This technique meant I was
able to pronounce individual syllables but forming complete words wasn't
possible using the fragmented knowledge her hastily-assembled
compositions provided.
Their inconsistencies discouraged additional examination. I made
noticeable progress internalizing portions of each character, but
attempting full enunciation of the symbols eluded my capacities. The
characters' unavoidable presence remained defiantly sporadic in nature,
keeping my interrogation at a secure remove. The wavering luminance in
the room became more pronounced as I made increasingly elaborate
discoveries. Lights above responded negatively, seeming to reflect a
measure of faulty lighting preceded by a diminishing source. These
scattered disruptions became more frequent and increasingly powerful. I
looked in her direction and she stood stoically, without flinching,
seemingly unaware of the challenge that occurred. The flickering
intervals and transient interruptions were initially easy to dismiss,
but after repeated recurrence and frequent dispersals, they became
impossible to ignore. I looked above for the blinking light to repeat,
awaiting the next unsteady permutation and wasn't disappointed.
The vibrant transitory flashes recurred for only a brief period but
appeared familiar almost immediately. Looking in Gemine's
direction, her level of apprehension didn't appear excessive. She seemed
somewhat concerned but not disproportionately worried by the erratic
forces. Her disposition was surprisingly tranquil, as she shrugged off
the undetermined surges as minor imperfections. The disruptions seemed
to relax for several minutes and I regained tentative confidence. It
didn't last long. That quiet interval was followed by a sudden burst of
convergent light. Immediately, I recognized that it was different and
appeared to arrive from a different source. It colored the surroundings
with a distinctively-colored green hue. It quickly immobilized the
characters within the page. Their previously hypnotic forms dissipated
until they no longer held unhindered sway of my attention. The page
itself slipped across the page, folding and flapping before succumbing
to the convergent light's narrow line. Another insistent burst of energy
followed, but arrived from a much closer point, appearing directly
behind my shoulders unannounced.
Strengthening into an undiminished, steadfast line of illumination, the
narrow beam intensified and resonated, quickly predominating as its
brightening energy dispersed throughout the room. It managed to rapidly
grow outward with increasing velocity and ferocity, becoming
significantly more powerful than its surroundings. The convergent-light
machine subsumed and almost instantaneously neutralized the intimidating
characters on the page; they couldn't repel its advance. Its
unexpectedly robust appearance was startling but unsurprising once I
realized what had occurred. I hadn't anticipated precisely what was
unfolding initially, but my uncertainty was quickly supplanted with a
undeniable wave of recognition from the recesses of memory. My residual
intuition confirmed where the vibrant light emanated with an
unmistakable energy and distinctive hue. The machine's aesthetic
signature was pronounced loudly as its linear paths burst from their
precursively clandestine origination. The resplendent visualization of
closely-focused energy recalled previous appeareances almost
instantaneously. I recognized the unwavering lines emerging within based
on prologned exposure. Without external guidance, I saw the beams of
light unapolgetically bending and contorting around each other. Their
movement became increasingly forceful, effortlessly controlling their
functions while deploying unrelenting insinuations. After a taking a
short measure of examination and determination, the constrained lines
commenced action. Skipping across its surface unreservedly, the
machine's narrow beams began forging an unobstructed path across the
easel seamlessly. Appearing undiminished, its band of supernatural light
glowied as brightly as it had during past encounters. Its familiar
patterns and formations were simultaneously reassuring and mystifying.
The majestic flow of its diffused paths coalesced before rapidly
solidifying into a steadily-defined, vividly-illuminated path.
After rapidly expanding to indicate unexpected positions, the divergent
paths intersected and covered the subservient surface in intrinsically
connected space, dividing the composition into smaller, evenly-spaced
sections using deliberate methods. The carefully-positioned lines
appeared to glide just above the illustration, ascending over the easel
with nearly-indescribable energies. Their apparational appearance
gradually coalesced until their solidifying form created mutli-layered
paths. Reinforcing themselves automatically, the machine-devised lines
intensified quickly as they combined individually then connected into a
larger form. After a breif interval, their structured appearance
solidified until there was an invisible yet tangible force skipping just
above the surface. Her opaque machine's insistent beam of light pointing
uninterrupted, glowing unapologetically with vivid resplendence.
Standing passively, my eyes were overwhelmed and disoriented by its
reappearance. I hadn't anticipated its exuberant vibrancy converging
directly in front of me without the expected distance. Its unconstrained
arrangements and elaborate design systematically undermined and
diminshed the confused symbols and inaccurate characters on the page
surrounding it. The diminuitive imprints I assembled hastily retreated
into dormancy. Their imprecise shapes rapidly sank beneath the beckoning
light her machine formed, creating a temporal barrier overwhelming the
immobilized, symbols on the page. Realizing instinctively what its
emergence represented, I knew instinctively whose fingers were
commanding the machine. There was no need to turn around. Without
looking back, my eyes visualized the unmistakable flowing shape of her
engimatic dark cloak.
- Michael Palisano
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