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The Atmospheric Vernacular
Consisting of determined elicitations and invocative formulations, her
resplendent composition appeared to diminish in size and scale while I
reconsidered its meaning, purpose and, function. I'd tenuously
determined the shapes and forms within wouldn't respond in any tangible
manner to my extensive contortions and ceremonial exhortations. Arriving
at this unsatisfying observation left me frustrated and perplexed,
unable to determine an instructive manner how to proceed further without
my efforts seeming redundant or worse, inconsistent. Watching her
carefully, she held herself with a noticeably detached observance,
standing just beyond the periphery of the room, entering the sliver of
light temporally set until its emanations diminished. Considering
further incursions on my part wouldn't be productive, I decided not to
engage deeper into her composition. I maintained a measured remove out
of a sense of deliberate caution while inspired with enduring
admiration. The composition was the sole result of her design, an
inexplicably redolent summation of her work, consistently flexible in
its form while remaining flexible within its boundaries. Its surface
commanded attention without demanding obedience, its untraceable lines
and unmistakable paths guided my eyes into her indomitable shapes.
These tentative incursions were held in expectation by an underlying
fear of discouragement and a sense of admonishment. I'd already taken
more than necessary from the page. The putative easel's static surface
remained unflinching despite my repeated attempts to encourage
reciprocation. I withdrew from its immediate circumference and took a
detached perspective. Unsettled by the disappointing conclusion that I
wouldn't learn more from the painting in spite of any further additional
work, I stumbled around the room for a while, draining motivation and
unsettling balance in the process. It took me several steps to regain
perspective, but the unavoidable realization gradually became less
intimidating when I stepped back additional paces, further weakening its
hold. Taking that vantage allowed me to visualize its forms in a
marginally objective perspective. This wasn't easy considering their
continued emotive entanglements. Combined in determinedly clandestine
approximations, they reinforced each others' passive resolve, evading
further elucidations on my part. With that stagnant arrangement in
place, the composition converged in fermentive fashion, its surface
collapsed into a singular design that fell into a far less threatening
shape. She managed to take a step closer toward the canvas pages and
looked at them carefully in a deferential, efficient manner. She didn't
appear concerned by the lack of movement, instead complimenting me once
more on my faithful reconstructions of her work. I was surprised that
she wasn't immediately dismissive of the designs I'd hurriedly composed
and found myself somewhat relieved. Perhaps, all my hard work and
extensive ruminations hadn't been for naught.
Standing at the room's other end, Gemine shared her admiration to a
degree, praising my persistent while simultaneously pointing out my
composition's imperfections with a noticeable degree of frustration.
Walking closer, she told me that I shouldn't rush through the process
and take a more determined, systematic approach. This was a strange
conjecture considering the intuitive approach she'd demonstrated to that
point. I waited for my formative companion to reconsider her judgment
but Gemine's subjective rejoinder hadn't swayed her initial conclusion.
She relayed the difficulty encountered marking the more intricate
portions of the page and implementing the elaborate designs herself,
reflecting that my task was probably more difficult due to the inherent
complexity of her drawings. Gemine tangibly responded to this
explanation and defense by closing in on the canvas sheet, navigating
across the room silently to gain a better look. As she stepped into the
inner sanctum directly in front of the stalwart pages' intractable
forms, I heard a slight echo in the distance. It wasn't immediately
clear what might have caused the noise and it reverberated so softly, it
would have been easy to overlook. An extended silence followed and we
quickly returned attention to the composition. Its precise meaning and
unresolved indications remained elusive as the two mysterious figures at
each side of me compared the form's parallel design from a predominantly
aesthetic perspective. They seemed to purposely avoid enunciating an
underlying purpose to the design. I wondered whether that was precisely
the problem I was continually encountering. Contemplating an unfortunate
conclusion, I reached a determination that, perhaps there was no
tangible meaning behind her elaborate shapes after all.
Despite reflective optimism, persistent uncertainties clouded my
thoughts, deflecting conducive insight. I came to an increasingly
discouraging realization I'd probably squandered my efforts looking for
something hidden that wasn't there. Feeling a bit lost, I wandered
around, pacing across the floor in uncoordinated circles. Becoming
increasingly discouraged, I felt my eyes droop down towards the floor
with a growing sense of defeat, then closed completely, Unable to
sustain my conditional theories any longer, I slipped into a dejected
state, unable to find reassurance in the design's appearance, taking her
instructive advice in the wrong way. I felt the surrounding area
collapsing around me, the increasing futility of my work becoming
increasingly apparent. A deepening malaise overtook me until I had to
turn around to avoid further contact with the easel. Slouching downward,
my body succumbed to the ignominy of the situation and I felt myself
sinking into the ground, falling helplessly beyond reach. Waiting in
uncomfortable silence with growing desolation, I hoped one of them would
put a hand on my shoulder or hold out a slight tap for encouragement but
nothing of the kind occurred. The silence grew louder with every moment,
Despairing, I hoped for some kind of reciprocation from them. I waited
with increasing anxiety, without response, They appeared to have
abandoned me there, forcing me to deal with the consequences of the
misguided quest without reassurance. I waited in the stagnant air for
what felt like forever until I heard a small disruption. This seemed
like a strange occurrence, but nothing extraordinary. It could have been
a shifting crate or box hitting the ground. A simple explanation would
be involve something heavy fell down or crashed in a nearby room. The
uneasy calm shattered moments later when another distant sound reached
us and echoed within the room. This unexpected interruption elicited
just enough energy to rouse me from encumberment and I looked around the
room. Listening closely beyond the walls, straining my bleary eyes
across the room's exterior, I made an effort to discover the
instigation's source.
Several additional clasps of noise bounced across the room's walls, they
seemed to grow louder and closer with each permutation until it seemed
they'd come dangerously close to the doorway. Closed, but not firmly the
door shook on its loose hatch as the noise increased in volume and
duration. Hearing a warning of the impending encounter elicited a
strange reaction from the other figures. Quietly, she sprinted across
the floor. She moved effortlessly beyond the perimeter into the slender
band of light and reached for the papers on the easel. Forcefully
grabbing it from the easel, she turned around at me and narrowed her
focus, defensively. She didn't give the pages another glance before
hastily rolling them up. Holding the folded pages in her hands in firm
grasp, she slid it beneath her cloak, hiding it from unwanted view. The
noise continued drawing closer toward us and seemed to produce a more
determined, consistent pace as it came closer. Sliding away from the
vulnerable doorway, Gemine took a forceful, defiant posture as the
conflagration moved inevitably closer towards the room. Hearing what
sounded like alternating noises, each sounded like it was coming from a
distinct direction. I grew increasingly nervous and took a step back in
her direction until we stood directly across from each other.
Intensifying rapidly, the consecutive noise arrived at inexorably closer
range. Taken aback by its ferocious pace, we cowered slightly as it
converged on our location unabated. It didn't sound random or
dislocated, but premeditated, infused with intentional movement seeming
to involve an steady, concerted and unwavering mission.
Aiming squarely in our direction, the systemic rhythms constrained
within the corroborated noise unfolded and stratified until their sound
became unmistakable. As successive noised followed, it was obvious that
the noises were clearly propelled by footsteps. The distinctive loud
clasps of rigidly-tailored metallic shoes colliding with the ground in
ever-more strident fashion. There was undeniable confidence and
determination behind the endeavor, which only increased as the
resounding steps arrived at discomforting proximity. Mounting tension
came to a peak as the noise stopped just short of the unguarded doorway.
There was an uncertain halt until an invisible hand seemed to push the
door open unceremoniously without meeting significant pushback. It gave
way reluctantly at first, but any defenses subsided quickly. Without a
visible lock or key gaps to impede any incursion, it took little effort
to breach the outer vestibule. The doorway slowly opened, and its
somewhat combined hinges creaked warily for several uneasy moments until
its residual opposition evaporated. With a forceful push, the weakened
door flew outward without further recalcitrance. Ambient light from the
outer hallway flooded into the room, initially obscuring the figure
standing in front of the entrance. Taking several steps in our direction
into the radiating light filled in the blurry outlines quickly. Walking
confidently past the entrance with intrinsic confidence, elicited
pronounced, footsteps that left a distinctive sound in their wake. The
rhythm and cadence were immediately recognizable. Taking a final
confident leap ahead, the features clarified unmistakably,
instantaneously revealing an unanticipated but welcome sight. His
enigmatic figure emerged from the shadows in silhouette before walking
underneath its narrowly-framed precipice.
I immediately determined who the personage standing in front of us was.
The immaculate lines of his familiar dark-blue suit appeared sharp and
crisp. His pointed, steely black shoes bore a strident bearing,
sprinting ahead fearlessly in a forceful, unyielding cadence. Scanning
upward, his perfectly-folded necktie and accompanying napkin
complimenting his shirt sharply His attire was stark and professional,
yet he emanated an undeniable warmth and comfort. Instantaneously, he
grinned in our direction. His relaxed face brought forth a flourish of
reassurance and confidence that shattered my uncertainties. Any
intangible threat evaporated, replaced emphatically with invigorating
and determined confidence as he strode fearlessly in our direction. I
looked him over carefully, and was surprised that he wasn't carrying his
usual stack of papers and envelopes. Unburdened by their weight, his
arms moved freely as he glided into the room. His easy demeanor marked
the space with invigorating force. Standing at a distance, I waited for
him to walk further into the room. Looking directly ahead, he moved
right past me and the easel, headed straight towards the eastern side of
the room. His unallayed movement brought immediate attention, as he
walked towards her unreservedly. Obstentially relieved of a culmative
pressure, she didn't wait and moved past the easel, quickly ensconced in
front of our reconnected companion.
Gemine paused for a moment before waving then embracing him warmly for
several moments. They reconnected almost telepathically. They held each
other firmly and only separated after their renewed consecration was
fulfilled. They slowly separated from their mutual embrace but remained
connected, they held each other's hands with undiminished support.
Confirming her recognition, she resolved the situation with a quick nod
in Gemine's direction, signaling there was no need for concern. Gemine's
agitated demeanor diminished, but didn't entirely vanish when she took a
step closer. It seemed that she recognized him, but she had numerous
unresolved questions. That remained. She smiled and complimented his
fastidious and resplendent appearance but curiously asked him where he'd
been hiding for such a long time. Gemine held back in a cautious manner,
and didn't extend her hands to embrace him, instead keeping an
unexplained remove. After several moments' reflection, he responded
carefully that he'd been preoccupied with extensive temporal travels and
itinerate missions too numerous to explain. Waving in her direction, he
cheerfully indicated he'd encountered surprisingly interesting
associations along his figuratively-stratified yet oddly coherent
journey. She didn't seem entirely convinced by his explanation,
inquiring further about his sudden reappearance after vanishing for an
extended interruption. He seemed taken off-guard by her questioning and
attempted to explain that he'd spent an extended period distracted, but
reassured her that he never forgot their previous encounters, her
loyalty or his promises.
The inherent fortification of their unspoken connection remained strong
but its perimeter had become tenuous and frayed to a degree that wasn't
articulated clearly. There remained an unspoken fissure that created an
obtrusive length between them that couldn't be easily breached. A
growing sense of entropy and insistent doubt beneath the surface was
evident. Both of them stood at a slight distance, unable to resume their
hibernative partnership easily. Standing back at a distant measure, his
eyes looked in her direction cautiously, not completely at ease with her
location. Sharing his disorientation, she took a pace backward, crossing
her hands before insisting upon further elaboration. Holding an
increasingly forceful tone, she inquired with increased importance and
waited for his response intently. He was unsure how to respond, mumbling
quietly that there was more than he'd explain later. Unconvinced by his
display, she made another attempt to understand his motivation. Gemine
asked him to explain precisely how he was able to locate her. This
seemed strange since her clandestine location, residing quietly within
the shimmering tower, was purposely clandestine. almost invisible. She
wondered how we'd found her. Reminding us that we'd entered her tower
without explanation, Gemine told us that it wasn't possible for us to
find her unless we held complex directions or arrived at her location
thanks prominently indicated signals that were visible in a tangible
manner.
He kept himself at a constricted angle standing resolutely at a secure
measure outside the perimeter. Concealing his inner thoughts, the
erstwhile Navigator purposely avoided making further declarations in
order to maintain neutral remove. Providing himself an intentional
distance allowed him to observe without explaining his methods or
motivations. Becoming noticeably more defense. he crouched downward at a
noticeable angle. Unwilling to elaborate further, standing further back,
pushing farther away, almost running away from her intrusive questions
with unexpected defensiveness. His silent repose and suddenly defensive
posture indicated he wouldn't respond to her questioning. She
interjected from the other side of the room and told Gemine that she'd
set out the search without telling him who their objective was. She
explained to Gemine the outlines behind their complex mission and their
elaborate efforts undertaken to locate the island, then navigate its
rocky shores before reaching the narrow tower where she resided. Gemine
seemed surprised that she'd extended such an extensive effort to find
elusive answers. expressing astonishment with the inordinate time and
energy required to find her. Gamine then wondered why they'd expended so
much time on this encounter. She seemed surprised by this question, and
took several minutes to contemplate a reasonable explanation. Finally,
she told Gemine that some things happened unexpectedly, she maintained a
largely intuitive approach and wasn't entirely expecting to find her, at
least not so quickly, Feeling somewhat unburdened, she reiterated her
conclusion, telling Gemine in a consistent, yet unsteady tone that our
unlikely encounter as mostly the culmination of serendipitous
exploration. Defending our indeterminate methods didn't appear to
completely mitigate her uncertainty, but Gemine seemed to partially
accept my nebulous explanation.
Accepting this marginally believable construction allowed her to shift
focus. She looked back in my direction intently that sharply broke into
unsettling conversation. I felt her inhuman gaze piercing through my
body once more, her steady gaze permeating my exterior with unavoidable
strength. Watching our invocative encounter elicited an instinctively
protective technique within her. Gliding between us instinctively
without hesitation, she broke the spell and faced Gemine directly. I
wasn't sure what she was doing, but she reframed the tense situation
immediately by leaning in her direction and making a confounding
pronouncement I didn't anticipate in the slightest. Carefully gliding
into the interior, until she stood just beyond the easel, she paused
before making an ostentatious statement. Holding her breath before
pivoting slightly upward, she reached a proficient position, resting for
a brief interval to build her reserve. After reinforcing her
capabilities and building subconscious momentum, she finally worked up
enough courage to ask Gemine whether she recognized me. This took her
off-guard and she appeared taken by complete surprise.
It was instantaneously obvious that unanticipated connotation was
something Gemine hadn't even slightly contemplated or considered. This
disconcerting observation was beyond comprehension. She looked me over,
scanning up and down and side to side nervously. She shook her head
negatively, before hastily implying that the entire concept behind her
question was baffling and made no sense. Anticipating quick dismissal of
her theory, she told her to look at me again carefully, and make sure
she wasn't rushing past an important detail or signature she might have
glanced over. She carefully asked Gemine to think back carefully. She
wondered if she could see familiar patterns or unlikely reflections
within the canvas and my paintings. Telling Gemine there was no need to
rush, she pointed towards the easel. She placed the paper on its
surface. It hadn't gotten wrinkled during the intervening period. She
wondered if she noticed anything familiar about my work. Holding her
fingers in place, studied the painting's elaborate forms and designs
with surprising effort. She thought indeterminately for a prolonged
interval suffused with rising tension and uncertainty. After taking
several moments' consideration, she seemed to arrive at an unlikely
determination.
With convergent reluctance and accompanying redolence, she eventually
confessed that said she recognized several elements of my work that were
similar to someone she once knew many years ago, but initially thought
the parallels were merely coincidental. Upon further reflection, she
admitted to wondering about the origins of my seemingly prodigal
capabilities. Gemine's questions and uncertainties grew as she observed
my working with the pencil. She'd provided me with a tangential
foundation but decided against making further instructions when she
observed me making remarkable progress without her assistance or
guidance. She thought my capabilities could have been the result of
extensive practice and studies at first. When she looked closely, she
explained that she realized that I understood the underlying language,
able to comprehend its difficult convergence and complicated structure
intuitively. Working unaided, she was impressed that I was able to
proceed with only occasional barriers and scattered deficiencies. I
couldn't explain or understand the inexplicable prescience on my part
was visible despite the fact that her initial composition's basis should
have been entirely unknown to my inexperienced eyes.
My hesitant, temporally withdrawn efforts appeared gleaming in sporadic
junctures while others arrived in partially realized form. It seemed the
composure was mainly infused with an undefined manner of conviction. She
reiterated her determination that she found my approach lifted higher
than she anticipated, my illustration ascending to heights she hadn't
realized I could achieve. She seemed genuinely impressed with the work
but remained uncertain as to its inspiration. My rough sketches and
resulting approximations maintained an unusual quality despite their
uneven lines that consistently exceeded anything she'd anticipated from
my inexperienced hands. Taking a step towards the easel., she looked it
over carefully but still couldn't comprehend its durability. Her
somewhat confused expression filtered a persistent inability on her part
to rationalize the composition's accuracy and consistency. Contemplating
it as she moved tentative steps closer, she waved her hands across the
shapes and lines, extracting minimal elaboration in the process. Turning
in my direction, her fingers began moving back in forth rapidly. This
seemed to signal a frustration that she wasn't able to articulate
clearly. Looking me over closely, her prolonged inspection left me
feeling uneasy and nervous. Convinced that there was more to me than I
might have revealed, she made a determined effort and watched me closely
but couldn't find anything out of the ordinary. I couldn't enunciate a
single word in my own defense, standing silently, overwhelmed within her
silent admonishment.
After several fruitless minutes across from me, she turned and walked
away from me, expressing confusion as to how exactly I'd been able to
reiterate her original works so intuitively without the need for
external guidance. I became somewhat embraced and walked ahead,
reminding her of the work's numerous flaws and inconsistencies. Her
praise and admiration seemed excessive, especially considering my
limited skill and formative designs. She contemplated my explanation for
a moment, then overlook the visible problems it displayed. Focusing her
attention on its abundant qualities, she inferred a greater meaning to
it than I intended, openly wondering where precisely I'd learned how to
preform such complicated work. Shifting to a pronounced disbelief, she
told me that she remained unable to completely rationalize how I was
able to copy her work's intricate design within the limited set by the
simple, humble pencil. Examining its design closely, she uncovered
numerous inconsistent elements that diverged from her templates, falling
short in significant fashion, my fingers somehow angling around her
considered perspective. This drew a strange emanation when she
unexpectedly stepped away from the easel, then clapped her hands
together with a mixture of deflation and anxiety.
She'd derived only partial insight, and couldn't follow the lines as
easily at it might have seemed initially; Evincing a measure of
indecision, redolently admitting that she'd reached an impasse. She'd
gotten all she could from that location and was settling for my
reluctant demeanor. Holding back from further deliberation, she decided
not to delay further progress. Deciding to step out of my way. she
reiterated her original approach and advised me, in an unexpectedly
forceful tone, to continue working on the piece, something might emerge
if I maintained my pace. Resuming her silent observation emphatically
signaled that she didn't know precisely how to respond, she eventually
decided to keep herself out of my way while maintaining her silent
observance. Concluding that while she couldn't entirely dismiss her
concern, she realized there was likely a rational explanation behind my
reflective work's disorienting parallels, and paradoxical resuscitation.
Deciding against further inspection and examination, she pushed herself
back, standing at a distant remove, allowing me to work uninterrupted,
taking a step away, at a determined measure outside my field of vision.
Listening carefully on the other side of the room, from a surprisingly
audible proximity that allowed him to hear and see everything we did
unobtrusively, the Navigator suddenly interjected with unexpected
boldness, wondering if there was an unknown relation or ancestor in my
past that might explain the previously hidden mirrors and reflections
within the work. He noted that she'd assumed an immediate resumption of
their connection then proceeded forward like no time had elapsed.
Shaking his head warily, he declared a convergent uncertainty, that
additional layers had possibly come into view. This might have occurred
without realizing what was happening. He explained that these divergent
paths and incoherent lines grew increasingly visible the longer he
watched. They diverged often enough to create intrinsically skewed
reflections. Their erratic forms grew increasingly unreliable and caused
us to arrive at imprecise conclusions. He looked in her direction with
increased confidence, his voice sharpening as he spoke in clear,
distinctive terms. He enunciated an initial period of vexation but
carefully followed his instincts until he reached a more pronounced
determination. There was definitely an undeniable spark of inspiration,
but he wasn't sure where it had derived, either. .He wondered, whether
the repeated elements and parallel shapes represented tangible objects,
instead abstract shapes. I maintained a quiet distance, not because I
was purposely keeping my motivations secrets but because I wasn't
entirely sure of its origins or meaning myself. I had no desire to
interfere with his expounding theories, I allowed him to continue
without speaking up. He continued to internalize the composition and
form a rough idea that would explain its disorganized structures and
languid connotations. To his eyes, the reflective forms appeared to
indicate a predetermined meaning, he stated the occurrence of multiple
recurring phenomenon seemed to invoke something beyond a hypothetical
experiment. Further explaining, he surmised that the source of our
confusion was kept purposely clouded in order to conceal its elusive
source.
Walking towards the easel and leaning towards for a better angle. His
shoes skipped over the floors partially sliding across them but he
wasn't distracted. He surmised in a simplification, that he assumed that
perhaps, the distinctive creations maintained a clear signature
purposely designed to keep further insight from view. The elaborate
shapes were purposely elaborate in order to effectively hide their
underlying purpose. His words were determined, somewhat energized by
their challenging structure but he remained outwardly calm. Rising
incrementally, his voice rose gradually while he pondered the unseen
composition's internal contradictions and puzzling elements. The
resonant compositions her unyielding machine imprinted were likely
substantial on their own, but reflected greater residing purpose or
visible function. His theories grew increasingly complicated and his
coherence seemed to fall short of the task upon further intuition. My
contradictory statements caught up with each other, tangling their lines
inside each other's scrambled signatures, making coherent conclusions
impossible to a degree. Their routes tangled and spun outward in
uncontrolled directions. It appeared that he'd wandered off the
aesthetic path, making a series of incorrect judgments of implicit
meaning. Locating their underlining objective weren't entirely coherent,
their routes remained unclear despite my extensive effort into
perfecting their design while maintain a faithful recreation of her
composition. Copying her work wasn't as easy as it might have seemed on
the surface, but recreating the complex designs was worth the effort.
Sharing similar imprints elicited a level of emotive familiarity and
mechanical comprehension that couldn't be discovered merely watching it
passively. Implementing a rough approximation only provided
compartmental, incomplete elucidation but allowed encouraging
revelations to occur frequently.
Despite lacking the physical motivation I'd tangentially achieved by
mechanically copying her work, he wasn't entirely capable of
comprehending the collated designs' intricate, near-subliminal
convergence. Sensing that he was heading towards a misguided formulation
of his theories, she worked quickly to halt further contortions. She
hastily walked towards the easel and set herself firmly between then
until her dark, cloaked silhouette blocked the blank canvas from his
view. She decided that talking in the abstract was getting them nowhere.
Taking several paces in his direction, she turned towards the easel and
decided to provide him additional insight that would undermine his
assumptions while conversely offering additional insight, however
reluctantly. She needed something tangible to use and deduced that
further elaboration was needed. Quickly unrolling her original page from
her cloak, re-opening its frame. Fearlessly re-placing alongside my
connotative image. Their parallel forms instantaneously converged and
the emotive figures within the easel seemed to come to life. They hadn't
lost any of their integral energy, the page's surface remained open and
untorn.
Spreading it out until my rough approximation was fully visible, she
carefully glided across the surface. He walked over and stood directly
in front of my reflective composition for the first time, looking
between the facing pages with an unexpected emotion. He was startled and
began folding and twisting his neck-tie and handkerchief before
smoothing his jacket's pockets with a sense of incomprehension. He
expressed surprise at this sight and that he finally understood why she
was so startled by its competent layout and energetic flourish . Seeming
both confused and impressed, he looked it over for an unexpectedly long
interval in order to contemplate the illustrations' comparative
qualities. This allowed a clear view of the functionality, quality and
inspiration of the design. Brightly illuminated under the resplendent
light, allowed a direct, unobstructed exposure caught him seemingly
unprepared, he stepped back from the canvas, almost jumping in somewhat
shocked motion. Their unnaturally parallel forms and connotative shapes
appeared to change his conclusions and perspective significantly.
Surmising that the design was far more elaborate and detailed than he
anticipated, he took a step back to look over the illustrations with
greater curiosity than his initial thoughts construed. He didn't make
any profound signals with his fingers, holding his hands firmly within
his jacket, not trembling or shaking in the slightest His expression
remained tranquil but when I looked closely, I saw his eyes darting back
and forth across the page rapidly. Taking several surprisingly tranquil
steps closer, I tried to gain a better view and possibly explain my
illustrations. I started to apologize for its rough surfaces and
inconsistent design, but he didn't respond immediately. He kept studying
the work but gave no indication of his response. He seemed taken
off-pace with my unexpected humility, but maintained a steady demeanor.
Before I could continue demeaning the work, I heard loud steps. Looking
upward, I realized Gamine was standing between us, partially blocking my
view. Issuing an unexpected admonishment to keep my distance, she
stepped directly in front of the easel, completely obscuring any
productive viewpoint. He proceeded with his work in muted form for
several minutes' before telling me he was finished. Turning in her
direction, he told Gemine not to be alarmed. Realizing that he'd arrived
at a more thorough understanding, she walked closely and listened
intently to his determinations.
He began explaining that he felt she might have purposely originated
their divergent appearance to create an elaborate series of repeated
echoes in order to unlock greater revelations. Examining the designs
carefully revealed divergent forms that appeared connected but he
couldn't be precise since there weren't further visible elaborations
beyond the symbols. Turning in my direction he expressed convergent
admiration, saying he was likewise impressed that I'd managed to
reconstruct such an intricate work without prompting, He wondered if
she'd taught or assisted me with the design and reiterated its
underlying function remained hidden to his eyes. I took a measure of
pride in the work's unexpected quality but keep my ego in check.
Outwardly, I showed a measure humility, reluctantly signaling my
uncertainties in the negative. Attempting to elaborate, I told him how
both of the mysterious figures left me to follow my own instincts
unhindered by external interference. His demeanor changed as he listened
to my incoherent, incomplete explanation. It seemed to become more
convoluted and inconsistent the longer we spoke. Listening attentively
to us talk without interrupting, she appeared to accept the strange
methods elucidated, but couldn't entirely explain the motivations
possibly lurking behind my partially-realized designs, the exterior
accentuations a finishing, sub-surface details still remained largely
unrealized. Their incomplete designs likely added to his confusion and
uncertainty. I wanted to tell him not to rush to judge my unfinished
designs, but she spoke before I could work up enough courage to
elaborate further.
- Michael Palisano
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