The Elusive Conflagration
A formative interval occurred unexpectedly as I drew back several
additional steps from the unsuspecting easel's tangibly-impacted
surface, She maintained her remote posture, standing at a pronounced
distance without legible response to my measured contortions and altered
vantage. She didn't flinch while I felt a strange unsteadiness filter
into my fingers, they began trembling unexpectedly at irregular
intervals, This wasn't due to a lack of confidence but conversely
signaled a physical manifestation of encouragement and anticipation. It
appeared that I'd managed to temporarily sweep aside the symbols' thick
curtains of stratified protection, and felt eager to see what secrets
unfolded when I ventured closer into the flapping page. Fearing that I'd
squander a limited opportunity to study and understand the clandestine
meanings her enigmatic illustrations conveyed. They'd been infused with
a temporal force for a fleeting interval, but gave no indication
precisely how their dormant energies might be revived. They sat on the
page in reserved silence, without moving in the slightest manner. I
looked in Gemine's direction, and she appeared to look on approvingly,
but couldn't or wouldn't allow me unwarranted passage. Once I realized
the mysterious the reticent shapes marked on the page wouldn't surrender
their secrets when viewed at closer range, Confidently, I embarked
observing the emanating illustration from an untethered perspective,
taking in a wider view of the composition's convergent structure and her
distinctive style. My broken pencil sat forlorn, resting silently
beneath the canvas, there was nothing nearby that would sharpen its
narrow point, it could no longer assist me. Quickly blinking my eyes
offered a brief respite form the intensifying composition. Those
intuitive corrections allowed brief moments of rationalization to
counter the emotive layers that clouded the composition's underlying
structure. In these flashes, I was able to determine that an array of
intrinsic patterns and hidden similarities were emerging from within her
composition's intricacies, What initially appeared as a disorganized,
collection of randomly assembled shapes set a significantly different
aesthetic when viewed from a detached angle. This represented a
connotative phenomenon that became increasingly pronounced as I stepped
further away, I could almost hear the figures speaking to each other,
but their words were muffled and incoherent to my ears. While I could
follow the rhythms of their basic tempo and enunciations of their
language, I couldn't assume what they were saying.
Despite carefully maintaining a thorough, sustained concentration on the
shapes; resolutely silent, . incomprehensible elicitations, their mute
communications revealed themselves only after extensive and sustained
connections were formed. This required me to keep a remote position,
decreasing their collective volume, further eluding firm comprehension.
Attempting to discover an acceptable balance between these contrasting
forces was a difficult task. I took several steps forward, then
retreated but was unable to find an adequate location between the easel
and a productive position. However, sustained observation revealed
enough intriguing elements to reinforce my motivation. Eventually, I
achieved a confluence that resembled a tangible denouement. After I
finally reached that point, incipient revelations began occurring with
greater frequency. My eyes were drawn incrementally closer into the
page's elaborate design without succumbing to its hypnotic force. I
began to realize what was occurring. I'd spent an inordinate time
focusing on the guarded creation before until slowly revealed portions
of a hidden vernacular. The assembled shapes had initially appeared as
incomprehensible abstractions had transformed into clarified
elucidations, This startling revelation unexpectedly resulted in an
unanticipated wave of shakiness in my fingers, Reconstructing her
complex routes by tracing my fingers across the protruding shapes became
increasingly impractical. I was unable to follow her composition in a
consistent form, The resulting unsteadiness intensified as my symbolic
parallels were imprecise. This discouraging reaction meant I was unable
reassure myself that I was taking the right path. Looking onward
dispassionately, Gemine rarely appeared concerned with my struggles for
the most part, but in this case, she seemed sympathetic to my decreasing
confidence, She made a counter-intuitive gesture, motioning her arms
towards the easel, waving my attention closer, until she undeniably
focused squarely towards the page's surface. Her conversant movement
articulated a resplendent approach but didn't reveal the intentions. I
fell that I'd already expended excessive time closely inspecting the
paper from an closely-held range. The meaning behind her instruction
wasn't immediately clear. It took several moments of reflection before I
realized, to a degree, what Gemine was forcefully signaling. The longer
viewpoint left the convergent figures with unconstrained powers that
released uncontrolled energies. My attention was moving ahead too
quickly, my shaking hands hadn't fully adjusted to the change in
perspective and were reacting negatively to this composition's growing
insistence. It was becoming that I needed to take a step back and
reconvene on the page nearer its origin. I stood in place reluctant for
several minutes, disappointed that I'd gotten ahead of myself and needed
to reverse course.
Slumping downward defensively while shifting my unsteady vantage
downward, I reluctantly took several long steps back. My feet
reluctantly followed, taking languid pace in a slow march until I
reached approximately half-way towards my foundational position, looking
across the surroundings at a similar vantage-point, At this point, I
heard a minor thud as she stomped her feet on the ground. This caused me
to stop in place without procrastination and I looked back in her
direction to see her hold up her hand, signaling me to halt immediately.
It was disappointing and seemed like a partial solution or compromise.
Not realizing it at the time, the apparently heightened barrier actually
represented a temporary setback. She instructed me to retrace my steps
to a degree, but not entirely. I was relieved to find that I hadn't lost
all of my progress. Standing noticeably closer to the easel, my uneasy
fingers stabilized rapidly, their unexpected reinvigoration arrived with
indescribable relief. Ascending verdantly, the figures diminished and
separated as I walked closer to the easel. Wandering across the floor, I
noticed defects on the surface I hadn't seen previously. Its worn edges
were singed from contact with her machine. Its uneven edges appeared
torn and shredded at the perimeter, while the easel's legs seemed like
they were tilting unevenly, Warily ensconced on the easel, the
respectful distance I held withdrew. I hesitated briefly but it wasn't
long until my eyes descended almost helplessly beneath the paper's
insistent pull, fully expecting to encounter but unable to forestall
additional stratification.
I detected previously hidden details within her page when I managed to
draw close enough to make out the shapes' individual lines and forms.
Re-examining the figures revealed other insights that I'd overlooked,
but visualized themselves in unmistakable fashion when viewed from
narrowly-constricted angles. Narrowing focus on individual portions
revealed differentiating elements that appealed to give each element a
distinctive approach. Focusing energies on the exterior portions, the
adjoining lines turned and bent in divergent directions. These appeared
to emphasize distinctive portions that indicated complex meanings.
Extruding outward, these elongated additions appeared to bring a
different meaning. The divergent dialects were significantly different
than the earlier shapes. and these forms became increasingly intricate
with extensive exposure. Tracing over connected portions quickly with my
broken pencil edge, I came to scattered translate determinations
consisting of largely unrealized yet entirely possible conclusions.
Drawing the humble device across the page, my narrow movements followed
the underlying paths of her accompanying lines and collected shapes
faithfully before arriving at intriguing possibilities. It appeared that
the flourishes imprinted outside the main figures weren't just
decorative, and indicated a determinedly coordinated approach that
emphasized an emergent continuity between the various shapes. Many of
her reinforcing lines outside the shapes pointed upward in the same
direction, extending past their accompanying forms, signaling a
convergent path. Their parallel paths made an unmistakable impression on
the paper. Imbued with scattered dots at irregular intervals, they
resembled elaborate arrows when viewed at certain angles. Some of the
emerging arrows bent and circled to form an elaborate larger form that
appeared to create an elongated map when I took a recurrent step
backward to in order to gain a somewhat detached, more investigative
perspective on the otherwise emotive composition.
The figurative metamorphosis was subtle but noticeable as my location
gradually shifted, but the pronounced change in perspective brought new
meaning to what initially appeared as artistic flourishes. They became
increasingly demonstrative of a clarifying directive, firmly indicating
a decisive direction that could be followed. However, this was only
apparent when viewed from specific angles, and its paths occasionally
disappeared beneath her thick layers of intricate details and
elaboration. Her design wasn't entirely clear, and remained ambiguous as
to whether her machine was strictly representing a path or whether she'd
only sketched a rough approximation on the page. It was difficult to
establish which approach she was following given the lack of
accompanying nearby territory to measure or define. Deciding to split
the difference seemed like the most logical approach at first, but it
neither compromise felt like it reached the correct balance. Taking each
to its conclusion, even when tiptoeing cautiously in either direction
led to unsatisfying results. Appearing either excessively rigid or
plainly inaccurate, neither conclusion was especially useful, Looking in
her direction for even the slightest signal that might nudge me in the
right direction didn't elicit the response I expected.
Instead of turning in a specific direction or bending her hands in a
conclusive manner, she shifted her disposition slightly, allowing a
narrow sliver from the lights above to infuse the western edge of the
paper, This appeared to illuminate a specific array of symbols that
seemed to indicate a convergent meaning when placed in sequence.
Arranged vertically, they indicated a mysterious connection that felt
important. Aligned without further elaboration, her symbols grew
increasingly vibrant as I stepped closer towards them, kneeling somewhat
deferentially. Glancing nervously toward their intricate surfaces,
hoping that a nearby position might elicit a definitive answer to my
queries. She watched silently as the disorganized shapes summoned a
convergent inner force that intensified rapidly. Fully infused from
within the page by a narrow shaft of light emanating from an imprecise
distance, the convergent designs displayed a changed appearance almost
imperceptivity. These elaborate transmutations becane increasingly
visible after sustained observation of their increasingly complicated
forms. Moving focus inward quickly, their conversant shapes inner
sections amplified theor meaning as thier designs underwent a more
significant transformation.
Their unexpected evolution conversion became increasingly apparent when
considered and studied at an unblocked angle, the revitalized energy
quickly clarifying and magnifying the composition's smaller pieces and
unfocused shapes, rapidly imbuing them with conflative layers of light
and illuminating detail. Their exterior outlines shifted and lightened,
taking on an translucent texture. It appeared that the designs were
surreptitiously infused by an unknown force of indeterminate velocity
and intensity. Looking in her direction for any further elaboration, she
appeared taken by surprised with the shapes' sudden transfiguration,
initially unsure how to proceed. Pacing around the easel's face
indecisively, until finally arriving at a decision, she moved ahead
forcefully once she determined a firm motivation. She navigated across
the room inexorably, until she glided closer to the easel. Marking a
visible location unencumbered by nearby shadows. in order to view her
composition from a closer vantage. She firmly stood in place but didn't
need to elucidate her location. She maintained a steady balance,
watching the convergent shapes with increasing curiosity, while
maintaining her protective detachment from the incipient forces.
She made her way towards my direction and began waving her fingers in
the air in reflective gestures. Her sweeping motions seemed to follow
the shapes' collaborations for a short period. It appeared they'd taken
control but their command didn't last long. She took control, assumed
the lead and they started chafing her movements. Shadowing her fingers'
determined path, they responded to her quickly, perusing her waving
motions faithfully across the page. It wasn't immediately obvious what
she was attempting to elicit with her intangible actions. Her gliding
form came to a sudden halt and she stopped, settling and lowering her
hands at her sides unexpectedly. The figures on the page likewise took
her signal and fell back into place just before they rose from their
boundaries, I looked at her, completely mystified by her seemingly rapid
contradictions. I couldn't understand what purpose her incursions had
brought forth. It appeared she'd been working in a purposely
unarticulated manner in order to deflect explanations. She bent her
hands until they pointed inward, turning their front away from my
inquisitive stare. Retracting them beneath her sleeves, she didn't say a
word to explain her undetermined formation. Unable to provide a clear
explanation as to what was occurring, I noticed she'd become distracted
by another section of the composition.
The lower-portion of the compositions' surface appearance took a renewed
energy that quickly spread throughout the page. This secondary
energization occurred without her providing an external impetus,
completely on its own. After a few moments, they began glowing and
shimmering ohm the canvas. Watching them closely, they began to form a
mesmerizing attraction that was difficult for my eyes to repel. After
only a few moments, I realized that the phenomenon was familiar in many
aspects, and there were techniques that could counter the temporal
resurgence. Recalling the thick book, I remembered that it took a unique
place in her convergently energized library. I needed Gemine's
assistance neutralizing its powers but was able to successfully avoid
getting trapped in its hypnotic stare. I'd made additional preparations
in light of previous encounters, but her elaborate shapes held a
distinctive advantage. Surfacing within them were additional shapes that
reinforced their hold, while taking a deceptive appearance that didn't
appear forceful but remained pounced. Consecutively, they formed a
passive barrier which resided within the paper's margins unassumingly,
stretching across the paper in misconstrued form, their initial
appearance weakened unexpectedly by their visibly torn, partially-singed
edges and pock-marked surface which seemed to leave them vulnerable.
Going towards them carefully, I knew this wasn't the case and was
careful not to look into them for an extended period, taking frequent
interruptions and looking at them somewhat askance, avoiding a direct
angle to avoid getting drawn into their fold. I wasn't about to
recklessly undertake another confrontation with her magnetic shapes
without providing myself a resolute defense.
The shapes' unimposing posture proved surprisingly deceptive as their
invisible convections swirled and intensified across the paper in silent
determination, My defenses lapsed for too long, overlooking my previous
encounters with dangerous figures. I relaxed my guarded approach and
allowed them to take control of the suddenly unbalanced encounter. Once
their insinuated themselves, they slowly subsumed my fortifications,
overcoming my perfunctory barriers without strenuous exertion. I felt
drawn into what felt like an inevitable trap. Quickly realizing they'd
intensified their power, Realizing that I needed to redouble my efforts.
With haste. Recalling our previous entanglements, allowed me to
anticipate their tricky maneuvers, Effectively repelling the shapes'
disarming hold wasn't overly complicated but required me to anticipate
and deflect their putative incursions before they took unanswered
command. Following an instinctive gesture, I concluded that I only
needed to look away and turned my head, shaking myself free from their
hypnotic view, It represented simple technique interrupted their hold on
me, breaking their tightening grip on my consciousness. Using this quick
approach worked effectively, allowing my to defy their intrusive forays
in a mater of moments, Standing at a secure remove, while taking a
determined measure, the symbols appeared to retreat into the page's
margin, sinking back defensively within its confines.
Examining them closely revealed they'd hurriedly returned to an
unobtrusive state, silently cast on the page. Inferring a measure of
stability from their diminished force, I resolved myself to further
contemplation of the shapes. Reasserting my determinative incursions of
their incomprehensible design, revealed unseen patterns that seemed to
indicate further connections. The evocative symbols she drew maintained
their integrity, neither slipping beneath or clouding over nearby
shapes, My eyes remained focused on the kina of figures that remained
illuminated, drawn into their convergent lines wile attempting to
unravel the meaning behind their nebulous orchestration. Visible
connections appeared in scattered portions when their rising extensions
connected marginally, emphasizing specific elements within the
composition. The pronounced metamorphosis created an invocative effect
of infusing them with a formative energy that persisted throughout the
page, altering their appearance significantly.
Perceptively strengthening and outwardly glowing perimeters converged
into a larger shape and uninterrupted form that was greater than the
diminutive shapes' separate partitions. Looking at the expansive figure
in its totality, I was surprised to see that its glowing edges appeared
to fill in the numerous small gaps, allowing an expansive, coherent
figure to emerge from formerly detached elements. Overwhelming the other
shapes on the page, this shaft of reflected light infused the
composition with vibrant energy. Reading its culmative message remained
elusive at first, but it seemed to elucidate a pronounced directive upon
sustained internalization. Taking a renewed force, it appeared to
articulate an unavoidable conclusion, stridently indicating precisely
how to proceed. The smaller markings aligned in unmistakably specific
directions that seemed unexpectedly precise. Following their lines
across the page, the glowing symbols elicited an strangely convergent
energy. Looking into their designs required me to re-intergrade their
design, I stepped a cautious layer towards the narrow easel to attain
better coverage. At the closer angle, the accompanying shaft of light
appeared to diminish to a noticeable degree. No longer hitting the page
directly, its reflective glow remained visible, yet no longer
predominated the design. Upon closer inspection, she appeared to have
drawn in a less intuitive manner than her rough shapes indicated.
Retaining a firm determination and consistent style throughout, her
hastily-sketched composition didn't waver when it came to the most
important details. She hadn't compromised her approach, despite the
constrained space and time expended. Her machine left distinctive paths
and patterns on the page which became more pronounced when infused with
the ambient light.
The illuminations' intrinsic energies and residing source appeared to
emanate from a point far above the easel. Staring upward, I couldn't
determine precisely where it had originated, or the underlying force
powering the light's manifestation. Turning my head slightly askew, its
path appeared to strengthen and narrow until it lit only a narrow path
across the line of figures. This enhanced focus allowed unforeseen
details to emerge. Her larger shapes contained surprisingly elaborate
symbols within them. Examining them closely revealed a series of random
diminutive circles placed at sporadic intervals, covering the surface
completely. I wasn't sure what they indicated, but a quick glance in her
direction took me aback. I was immediately struck that by the immediate
parallels they drew, The smaller dots resembling the polka dots on her
cloak, inverting the black and white balance, reflecting Gemine's cloak.
The proportions were only approximate but the smaller dots were
immediately recognizable. I was surprised her machine had set such an
intricate and complex, transparent design given how little time she'd
spent constructing the designs. I realized that her hands seemed
preoccupied with different perspectives, It wasn't immediately clear
what the scattered, partially visible range of dots indicated. They
didn't appear to offer precise measurement or enunciate clear
instructions or indications. It wasn't clear what the purpose of these
figures was or how she'd could have implemented their elaborate design
and translucent placement in plain sight. She was able to construct this
hidden layer within the shapes without leaving, The presence of her
convergent light machine couldn't adequately explain the unfathomable
amount of detail implicit in her design, Its heavy beam produced thick,
signed lines burned with much greater density than the smaller, delicate
polka-dots induced. I was unable to manage the illustration's
contradictory implementation at first brush. I looked in both their
directions, but avoided gazing into their faces directly, I studied the
symmetrical patterns that surrounded their clothing's designs.
Keeping an appropriately reticent angle without causing undue suspicion
wasn't easy. Roiling my viewpoint back and forth rapidly, I tried to
avoid staring at them directly for an extended period. This allowed me a
glancing opportunity to study the designs, but only in contained bursts.
Shifting focus expeditiously, while not angering excessively, I managed
to visualize enough detail to keep going. My eyes marked unanticipated
contacts that occurred within the shapes that motivated me to keep
foraging. I felt myself drawn back into the page, but kept myself at a
secure distance, wary of becoming hypnotized, It remained difficult to
avoid direct contact while seeking tangible indications, but I'd
improved my defensive capabilities markedly in a short time. I was only
able to make glancing observations of the shapes but these incursions
proved surprisingly illuminating and inherently proficient.
Her impressively elaborate designs and patterns shared commonalities in
terms of function and style with similar flow and design. Both outfits
held their shape easily but were also set an instantaneous contrast.
Gemine's gown flowed outward in elaborate layers while the dark cloak
allowed her to maintain a defensive appearance, its densely structured
fabrics covering her in sheets of dark wrappings. These superficial
differences may have seemed unimportant but the allowed enough insight
for met to arrive at a believable conclusion. My eyes returned to the
page, but took the shapes at a significantly different angle. The
miniature spots within didn't appear as random in comparison when viewed
without interruption or distraction. Their structured locations brought
a divergent, yet sensible context to unlikely prominence. Connecting
disparate elements within their cloth accouterments to the objects on
the page led to an unexpected revelation. Hidden within the figures and
shrouded in partial light, the dots held unmistakable implications. They
appeared disconnected but the tiny dots formed an immediate mirror when
viewed consecutively. Comparing the patterns directly without
distraction, It didn't take long to decipher the obtuse design's
clandestine function. She'd carefully infused the interior of each
figure with her incongruous, abstract signature that was unmistakable
once recognized. It was somewhat familiar, echoing an earlier
implementation but realized in immediately vibrant fashion. Assuming its
subdued appearance without excess protrusion, the irregular spaces and
uneven structure gave her individual markings a unique appearance that
contrasted with the comparatively measured, elaborately-implemented
surrounding elements. Keeping clandestine moment's place to implement a
nearly translucent accentuation of inspired creative energy. The patters
within revealed the artist's hidden hand while its visual foundations
infused the design with distinctive style. She worked extensively on the
composition, creating a laconic design that superseded its common forms.
Traversing a lengthy measure away from direct sight of the connotative
page, the intuitive conveyance of her signature diminished in scale with
each pace back. Drawing further away, her unique characters and
accompanying signs shrank further were was no longer visible. Submerged
within the larger shapes, these designs formed a unique texture that
brought a strangely resonant depth. The figures remained unmoved by this
discovery, Unswayed, the allowed the light to illuminate their surface
but gave no indication of responding in the manner I expected. Waiting
expectantly for another hypnotic occurrence, I held position at close
proximity, determined not to miss anything. Glancing back in her
direction briefly, she retained her expected detachment from my
intensifying encounter for he most part. However, I noticed she'd begun
tapping her fingers impatiently at her side,. At a consistent rhythm.,
it seemed that she was growing impatient with my efforts, but this
assumption quickly changed, Impressed by how her hands held their
motions at a steady pace until it was obvious that she was deliberately
timing my efforts.
Watching her consistent motions in the air added an underlying
insistence to my prolonged examination but also brought unexpected idea
to mind. Her stead motions recalled her steady hand on the page with her
machine. I took inspiration from her technique and tried to replicate it
to some degree. I took the broken pencil from beneath the canvas and
held it aloft before pointing it directly at the page, in a steady
motion with occasional flourishes. Keeping the its base at a steady
position, I held it with carefully to maintain it balance, I tried to
maintain an even balance, holding my fingers together around its
surface. Crossing the page carefully, the figures appeared languid and
unmotivated. Not discouraged by the initial intransience, I continued
surveying their surfaces while further contemplating their meanings.
Using this invocative technique while simultaneously swinging them
through the air in sweeping motions that mirrored her machine produced a
gust of air that brought little more than a light breeze that blew over
the canvas harmlessly. My initial efforts elicited only marginal
results, but I was determined not to give into the invisible barriers
they'd set in my path.
They were merely drawings on a page. Reconciling their dispassionate
recalcitrance, I materially adjusted my bearings. Shifting my feet
forward until I leaned towards the page, I began following a divergent
path. Instinctively following a contrary approach, my fingers went in
the opposite direction moving from west to east, directed at a faster
pace, ,moving downward systematically. My extensive pronouncements in
the air didn't elicit what I expected. Results, there was no indication
any of the shapes were beginning to prepare even a mildly proportionate
rehearsal. Looking at the pencil, its surface maintained a consistent
whole, no splinters were visible despite my forceful motions. This
encouraged me to keep experimenting, and I made another change, taking
the pencil several inches closer to the paper, without making contact.
Brushing just above its surface, I followed a circular path that
required me to keep a consistent motion without touching the surface.
Hovering above the page for an extensive inspection, my fingers became
increasingly comfortable with the intimidating task, no longer trembling
in the slightest. Spinning across the page revealed little evident
reaction, but the light suffusing her shapes began to lessen as the
reflective glare overpowering the room slowly diminished, plaintively
illuminating the diminishing perimeter, increasing the long shadows
lengths that followed the shimmering day. The rapidly diminishing streak
of illumination quickly narrowing until it slid into a reflective
afternoon glare that inevitably succumbed to the broadly arcing
twilight. The inexorable change signaled a swift reduction in available
time, that motivated me to redouble my efforts.
Realizing that following large circular motions was headed nowhere, I
quickly and resolutely evaded the repetitive patterns when they became
detrimental. The vividly-burnished figures' shapes were quickly
darkening but this produced an unlikely realization. I noticed adjoining
shapes held consistencies within each form but they weren't precisely
aligned in straightforward order. When I skipped around the page, her
disconnected figures appeared to hold unseen connections between each
other Moving the damaged but largely intact pencil across their surface
with in a less-ordered more intuitive manner revealed a number of
unheralded consistencies. Their intricately-mirrored partitions and
recurring commonalities seemed unimportant when viewed in isolation, but
taken together, their temporal alignments were undeniable, These
inexplicably convergent designs appeared to point towards a significant
phenomenon that could potentially realize unanticipated connotations.
Arriving at this realization, I realized my fingers slowed and I
maneuvered across the page deliberately. I deliberately moved through
the shapes slowly, taking a deliberative pace in order to avoid rushing
past something important. Despite the oncoming night, I wasn't going to
allow the darkening exterior beyond the room and its looming pressure to
overreact and mistakenly skip ahead in a reckless panic,
Sheltered from deep investigation, the symbols remained insoluble,
resisting my attempts to rouse them from hibernation. She hadn't left
much evidence to follow, their elaborate orchestrations and fervent
combinations in the distant airways above vanished into the atmosphere
wordlessly. Methodically attempting to rouse them from their slumber met
dispassionate indifference. The shapes remained outwardly unmoved by my
pencil's proficient maneuvers despite my sustained concentration. She
infused her composition with unknown shielding that didn't respond to my
conducive motions. I tried different combinations of movements over the
page mixing straight lines and circular motions, twisting routes in
different directions, moving fearlessly into hidden sections, jumping
around in obscure elements all the while seeking tangible indications
that I was moving in the right direction. It seemed that I only
succeeded in encountering deepening layers of intransience. My arms
furtively continued waving. Motivations subsided flailed around in the
air needlessly without marking significant impact, It didn't matter
which directionless angle or uncoordinated approach I followed, her
deceptively complicated illustrations remained firmly set within
immovable positions. Their protective outlines wouldn't bend or sway
despite taking innumerably varied approaches. Instigating a response by
moving closer didn't bring forth any further response. I circled around
the outer edges and traced their perimeter in tandem with changing my
angle, tilting away from the easel. This seemed promising, drawing a
modest reaction for several hopeful moments. This optimistic interval
didn't last long, diminishing quickly when l I realized that only my
lengthening shadow was moving across the page, not the shapes. Taking a
sustained view of her composition reaffirmed the easel's hidden
deception. The light above the shapes responded to my movement but the
forms below still weren't displaying. Significant movement. Attempting
to rouse them into any visible recurrence of their earlier dances only
brought disappointment. Reluctantly, I realized that even my most
determined efforts and profound hopes wouldn't be able rouse her
entrenched designs.
Taking a prolonged, discouraging step back from the easel's front, I
heard a familiar voice in the background. Expecting to receive a strong
rebuke of my irredeemable shortcomings, a negative judgment or even
channeled anger at the time I'd squandered. I slouched down and tilted
my head, anticipating the worst reapproachment from her. I wasn't
prepared for what followed, She didn't say a word, instead quickly
endeavored towards the easel. Pivoting towards its surface,
incongruously covered in small reflections of her outfit's unmistakable
pattern. She unwound the cloak's outer layer, detached a swatch of
fabric hidden beneath. Her majestically embodied, uncompromising fingers
unexpectedly flung it into the air at a deceptively precise angle. Her
narrow patch of fabric seemed to float in the air for several moments.
Gliding downward slowly, it circled around in the air in a strangely
triumphant flourish. She caught it on its initial descent, before
throwing it up in the air briefly. It followed a large circular path
several rotations before it fell downward again. Standing directly
beneath her cloak, she didn't need to jump up before catching it before
the outer section spun out of control and touched the ground.. Retaking
control, she her long, dark cloak across the page, until it fell over
her composition, blocking it from view, I couldn't make sense of her
motivations and could only muster a few faltering enunciations in
response. It wasn't obvious what she was trying to accomplish. She
didn't elaborate an instead began pointing towards the covered easel in
determined fashion. I couldn't see past the cloak but her insistent
gesture was determined to indicate that I should keep my attention on
the field.
Strenuously looking at the dark surface, waiting for something more to
appear, hoping some kind of realization would occur in my mind, but my
efforts drew a blank. Perplexed and mystified, I couldn't understand
what she was trying to accomplish covering the canvas. She stood in
front its hidden face once more and held her hands up towards her eyes.
Squeezed her fingers, she seemed to indicate a squinting maneuver. This
signal seemed to indicate that I should follow suit. Copying her
blinking several times but seemed to be getting nowhere. I looked at
Gemine and she'd taken an unexpected interest in my condition. I watched
closely and saw her eyes were reinvigorated. Her intrusive glare pierced
the heavily-cloaked form. Appearing to realize what the other person was
attempting to communicate,. She didn't break the confidence, Instead she
kept its mysteries to herself, using her stoic, unwavering visage to
prevent further intrusions. Turning back to the easel, I relegated
myself to forging ahead without further assistance. In the interim, it
seemed a minor gust had lifted a corner of the lower portion of the
cloak, This portion covering the canvas had gotten detached, revealing a
small section of the page. It didn't seem to matter much, but this
allowed for an enlightening perspective to emerge unexpectedly.
I realized in a oddly effusive manner, the reason she blanketed her
elaborate design. There was little reason for me to continue working
towards an unreachable objective. I thought about things for a grew
moments and determined bot to go any further. This was due to a
combination of two convergent factors. The first was acknowledgement of
my limitations where it involved comprehending the complexities
presented while the other variable was significantly more nebulous. This
emotive conclusion was unexpectedly resplendent, requiring met to retain
a respectful distance of her work while not delving into her
inspirations or motives. Her connotative forces simultaneously pointed
to an inescapable conclusion: the composition would not offer further
elaboration no matter how much energy expended with my efforts. It
didn't matter what elaborate movements, complex motions or strategic
paths I followed. Looking at her machine, its purpose crystalized, it
wouldn't respond to me even if I held it myself. The unfolding shapes
would defiantly ignore my efforts no matter how long or thoroughly my
fingers kept probing their mesmerizing intricacies. They'd maintain a
secure distance and weren't going anywhere.
Arriving at this objective wasn't easy, but I determined that I couldn't
emotions get in the way. The easel remained mesmerizing, but the narrow
shaft of light revealed unseen visual connections that appeared within
the forms too often to be considered only coincidences. However, It
seemed that these tentative theories reached an impermeable barrier.
Farther efforts would be wasted, there wasn't much more to discover. The
sturdy framework surrounding her shapes formed a strong layer of
protection that prevented me from gaining further understanding.
Reaching this point after such an extensive effort was somewhat
dispiriting, Taking a measure of this unmistakable yet humbling
conclusion took a measure of detachment from the situation. I remained
inherently curious as to the composition's meanings, but realized its
underlying purpose would remain out of reach. Additionally, I sensed her
growing impatient and somewhat defensive as she observed me with
increasing frustration and conjecture. I noticed her feet beginning to
shake and tap nervously as she began pacing across the room nervously.
Realizing that I'd come close to overstaying my welcome, I took a
measure away from the easel and placed the pencil underneath the canvas.
It seemed a bit lost, sitting silently without further implementation.
Glancing back in her direction somewhat dejectedly, I put my hands to my
side, signaling I was finished my encounter with the composition.
Despite its mysteries aura, I remained impressed with her immaculate
complexity, evocative aesthetic, undeniable skill and technique, but
couldn't articulate my impression simply. I decided to bow down in a
measure of deference, showing my appreciation of her magnificent
design..My humble acquiescence seemed to calm her nerves and she nodded
in return Following this reluctantly passive approach seemed
unproductive and confining, but I couldn't see further convincing
explanations. I looked over the canvas one more time and drew my fingers
across its surface. There was no immediate reaction, but I hadn't
expected there to be any thing resembling a tangible response. Arriving
quickly at a firm realization, I knew intuitively that her figures would
remain mute and solidified on the page and wouldn't budge. Dismissing
the possibility almost immediately, it was increasingly obvious that
while she might possibly allow me to hold her machine if I asked her,
taking a tangible approach to the vexing situation wouldn't work. If she
let me take control of her machine, I could subsequently attempt to
elicit some kind of reaction from the shapes with elaborately
choreographed signals. Imagining myself waving the convergent-light
machine around in the air, performing a series of uncorroborated
motions, waving it around in random directions and spinning it in the
air. I could implement a series of elaborate gestures and connotative
motions but even the most carefully-implemented efforts would make no
difference. I projected that the figures would remain completely still
and determinedly impassive despite any surrounding interference or
insistent contortions on my part. They'd sit on the page silently
maintaining a reserved serenity within their deceptively passive state.
Taking a reluctant step closer, I examined her composition thoroughly
but detected no visible change. Despite making a determined effort to
study them a narrow remove, the shapes' lack of interest in my incursion
or alarm at my proximity confirmed my suppositions. She'd purposely
designed her persistent shapes in a manner that formed a completely
unbreachable barrier. Her implacable composition was infused with
insurmountable defenses that created invisible barriers surrounding the
furtively etched shapes. Despite protracted and sustained efforts, I
realized that they'd only follow her lead and wouldn't respond to anyone
else's commands.
- Michael Palisano