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The Emotive Consideration
Resigning themselves to a resumption of their subservient state without
contortions, the mysterious formations and shapes returned compliantly
to the canvas and slowly retreated into its thin paper borders.
Inexorably flattening while gradually retracting any trailing
extrusions. The convergence of its distinct elements restored the
composition's culmative arrangements. Its inconclusive arrangement of
deflated shapes quietly descended into an unexpectedly muted,
acquiescent repose, submerging quietly within its narrow boundaries.
Sliding back into reticent form and diminutive positions within the
easel's frame, their elaborate airborne dances evaporated almost
immediately, leaving no trail in their wake. The previously conductive
atmosphere's upper-portion simultaneously dissipated and fragmented. The
room's upper reaches came to a halt, now completely mute, calm and,
still.
The room's upper altitudes retreated noticeably, assuming a passive
stratification, Its exterior walls retracted beneath invisible barriers
before settling into an ostentatious state, leaving no indication
anything out of the ordinary occurred. Watching the previously
uncontrollable shapes settle into reserved disposition and impassive
hibernation, it was striking how quickly they reasserted their basic
outlines while their thinnest details remained consistent, visibly
unchanged. It appeared that their impassioned encounters far above had
left little impact on their outward appearance. Examining their
elaborate outlines and intricate details signified that nothing had
changed. Stepping closer towards the easel as they silently recorded
their ephermal imprints, they reasserted control of the unruly page,
imbuing its surface with their strangely incomprehensible language that
remained difficult and elusive. Attempting to decipher what they were
trying to convey was a task that remained beyond my perception. Looking
towards the room's outer fringe, my eyes encountered a reassuring
presence that I hoped would offer support for my tenuous position.
Waiting patiently at a distance, Gemine observed the situation without
making the slightest sound, her silence didn't bring reassurance.
Perceiving that unseen elements within the page remained elusive towards
my conjecture or comprehension, she didn't seem overtly concerned with
my lack of understanding. She waited for my patiently, standing at a
remove. Occasionally shifting position slightly, Gemine didn't provide
much in the way of elaboration. Her eyes retained their piercing veneer,
insinuating themselves within the easel's perimeter and the shapes
within. Looking at the shapes for an extended period, I wasn't able to
determine what their precise meaning were our what she was trying to
indicate. Her machine left long shadows and paths behind, the burned
edges of her lines shadowed trails that burned into the page, nearly
tearing through its paper, leaving it open with a series of fragile gaps
scattered within its surface.
Her mechanical technique created a divergent appearance from the earlier
work, giving those figures a sense of depth and permanence the preceding
compositions lacked. Looking at them closely, their rough edges and
shaky, uncoordinated lines felt much less precise, and their uneven
forms lacked the balance and precision I'd expected. Her machine worked
at a significantly faster pace than my pencil could approach, allowing
her to focus on filling in the broad size quickly, this gave her enough
time to sketch the figures' intricacies in greater determination,
infusing the shapes' designs with more elaborate interiors. Glazing
across the page, my eyes were inevitably drawn into her varied
compartments. She composed her forms in a parallel style that didn't
precisely mirror Gemine's original designs, but were close enough that
their narrow divergence and incremental variations were noticeable when
taken in direct consideration.
Both sets of mystifying shapes shared similar elements, coherent
sections and recurrent characters, but there were profound differences.
Many of her designs appeared at different sizes, angles and proportions.
Some of her diminutive illustrations appeared to have greater emphasizes
in certain sections while others appeared inherently altered for an
unknown reason. A large number of the figures and shapes were arranged
in a slightly different order. These deceptively minor changes to the
composition were more significant than their mirrored-forms initially
appeared. The figures pointing in marginally-different directions were
particularly difficult to decipher, these shifts changed their meaning
significantly, altering the trajectory of nearby shapes, even though
they hadn't changed substantially. These minor, inward-facing shifts in
the aesthetically evocative and temporally resplendent composition
brought inconsistencies to light in vivid manner. Following her involved
paths with any substantial degree of accuracy made it more difficult to
assume what her figures' shapes were precisely indicating. Attempting to
form a defining conclusion about their indications took prolonged and
strenuous effort. At that point, their contrasts added layers of
conjecture I couldn't rationalize. The characters remained
indecipherable. Fortunately, they'd retreated into a hibernative state
and sat unflinching as I studied their elaborate shapes, unworried they
might draw me too far inward with an unexpected hypnotic wave.
Encountering unanticipated security, I wasn't worried as she watched me
intently, never losing sight of me or the canvas. She allowed me enough
space to work freely, and I was grateful that she trusted me enough by
that point. I'd grown somewhat accustomed to her piercing, violet eyes.
Her gaze offered a shield, but there I remained unsettled by the
composition in front of me, struggling against her designs' purposely
stratified convergence and formidable complexities, Attempting to
formulate coherent explanations of their silent enunciations was proving
to be nearly impossible. I stared at the page for a frustrating
interval, it wasn't cooperating with my efforts and seemed to taken an
increasingly defensive posture. Its innumerable uneven outer lines and
inconsistencies within the shapes seemed to grow increasingly elusive.
Interning what I hopefully determined to be a comprehensive visage of
the paper's immovable forms, my eyes were filled with increasing
uncertainty. I stepped marginally closer a few paces to gain a magnified
view of the forms, but the drawing remained unwilling to divulge
additional insight despite my consistent incursions into the
determinedly unarticulated shapes.
Observing my halting investigation and subsequent confusion closely from
a perceptive remove didn't prevent her from realizing that the paper's
evasive designs had elicited disproportionate consternation, Sensing my
wavering resolve, she glided in my direction without further undue
hesitation. Taking position just behind my shoulder, she watched me as I
carefully observed the composition. She moved her fingers across the
paper quickly and thoroughly before switching angles and waving her
hands in the air. This appeared to indicate her understanding of my
increasingly perplexed conclusions and formless intimations. She took a
step back half-a-measure and reclaimed her firm yet remote disposition,
leaving me to fend for myself against the composition's intimidating
surface. Working across its page with noticeable discouragement, I
continued my examination on my own, hoping some previously unnoticed
connections could potentially appear if my eyes maintained remained
steadily focused on the easel.
She kept watching intently, despite my slow pace and erratic progress,
overlooking my position while keeping her distant remove. She'd taken an
unexpectedly generous location, giving her an unobstructed vantage while
allowing me enough space to continue my excursion within the forms'
unarticulated intricacies uninterrupted. The atmosphere settled down
almost completely, not even the slightest breeze blew though the room.
Its calm accompaniment allowed the page to remediate its shape, the
stable appearance allowing me to elaborate the characters and forms
without distraction. Keeping a steady form, the composition encompassed
an increasingly intimidating space. Its traces, sketches, and figures
intersecting with one another at sporadic junctures, while never
obscuring their position or significant details. Patterns within figures
repeated occasionally, with some variations but their indications
remained elusive. Appearing to carefully indicate a kind of movement or
directive of some kind, their intent shrouded, it still remained unclear
what their exact purpose entailed.
Their appearance offering no immediately discernable measurement or
enumeration. This required more effort on my part than anticipated, but
offered vanishing elucidation. Despite embarking on prolonged exposure
and detailed instilment, I could only attempt rough approximations, but
my elaborate guesses only made things more confusing. Looking closely at
their curved extensions revealed little additional insight. It was
unclear how they'd been able to extend their protrusions in such
amphora's movements and dances now that they'd resumed their dormant
state. Their rigid limbs and extensions appeared locked-in place,
cemented firmly within the slender page's surface. In this state of
reinforced construction, the individual characters she'd scrawled with
apparent carelessness, appeared to solidify unexpectedly into
predetermined, almost mechanical forms that seemed meticulously placed.
Their determinedly formative appearance gave little indication of the
emotive flourishes she'd drawn, appearing from her hands only minutes
earlier.
Guarding against further unwelcome inspections, the characters'
unlabeled forms set in place somewhat defiantly, were purposely
difficult to distinguish from each other without names. The longer I
tried to understand their invocations, they offered additional
recalcitrance and protective evasions. Passively defying my insistent
efforts to detangle their incomprehensible amalgam, the unyielding
composition's figures wasn't interested in making my excursions
productive. Despite acknowledging my determined efforts, any further
elucidations arising from my contemplations remained uneven and elusive.
Gradually, I began to realize even sustained, invigorated efforts had
brought little insight. At that point, an unsettlingly pronounced sense
of discouragement took hold. I nearly despaired of additional
determinations. I began questioning the underlying motivation, thinking
I'd taken the wrong approach from the outset. Perhaps, the complex
symbols she drew and the elaborate shapes had all been a mirage
signifying nothing in particular. I uncomfortably measured the
possibility that I'd placed excessive trust in something that was only
an apparition. I looked nervously across towards the echoing walls
facing the room's opposing sides. Walking towards the perimeter, I felt
my head drooping almost involuntarily, hoping that my doubts were
misplaced but fearing my instincts were correct.
My fingers grew increasingly nervous and unsettled and began trembling
in slight nervous waves, anticipating further uncertainties ahead. I
felt my weary steps grow heavier, held back to a degree with underlying
reluctance as I drew closer towards her. I started explaining the
problems I'd encountered attempting to comprehend her somewhat
disjointed composition. Before I was able to complete a full sentence,
she held her fingers across her mouth. Sliding them across quickly, I
was surprised. Her thrown gesture indicated immediately that she didn't
share my concerns. Unconcerned, the other figure moved calmly moved her
fingers across her mechanical creation quietly sliding its controls
until they retreated inside the construct's secure confines. Confidently
standing just outside the easel's perimeter, she wasn't the slightest
bit unsettled by the composition's lack of tangible response that
reverberated through the unadorned surroundings.
Her mysterious convergent-light machine consistently responded to her
commands with loud, unmistakable beeps. Gliding across the room's floor,
effortlessly, her fingers flowed gracefully over her creation's dials
and buttons. She kept her clandestine poise, surrounded by her
magisterial flowing dark cloak made her seem almost apparitional. Its
long sheets concealed her feet, making her appear to be floating above
the surface. Her approach elicited an intuitive understanding that
wasn't immediately obvious. However. she wasn't entirely reliant on
emotion, she maintained a simultaneous combination of determination and
perseverance using her machine's capabilities to measure and locate
specific areas on the page. The divergent approaches maintained a
measure of aesthetic consistency when they combined unexpectedly created
a solid foundation that reinforced her instinctive approach.
The ebulliently culmative effect of the intrinsically connected yet
visibly detached pieces was far greater than it appeared at first
glance. Inscrutably surreptitious details emerged that started to appear
within her shapes. The temporal extrusions appeared to infuse the
figures with renewed life and energy, though they remained still and
didn't budge even a fractional degree, This added definition began to
enunciate muted aspects that hadn't announced themselves to that point,
She turned inward than pivoted away from the easel before intently
towards my direction. After making a final inquiry, she turned her gaze
directly towards me. She took a step forward, and began speaking with
increased confidence. It seemed that she'd encountered formative
consistencies that brought additional insight to the designs.
She methodically read the characters imprinted on the page with
increasing veracity and determination. Carefully working across the
narrow lines and concise columns of designs until their shapes seemed to
merge and their borders converged. The phenomenon appeared almost
illusory but became undeniable as I moved closer. Unswayed by their
motion, she continued her incursions at an incessant rate. As she
worked, her fingers moved ever faster, until they seemed to vanish in a
blur as well. She maintained her concentrated speed and relentless
forays for several minutes, until she arrived with enough conviction to
draw firm conclusions from the composition's design. At this point, her
hands slowed to a still, and she placed them down, folding them
nonchalantly across her cloak. She appeared calmer and reset her poise
to a less agitated posture. Her calm demeanor seemed to indicate that
she'd arrived at a partial understanding of the figures after extensive
contemplation.
Her eyes appeared to relax and no longer held their piercing gaze.
However, this didn't signify her defenses had been withdrawn She still
appeared inherently reluctant to elaborate on her discoveries and
determinations with either one of us. Glancing briefly in our direction,
and nodded appreciatively but didn't explain what she discovered.
Unwilling to elaborate further, she took several steps away from the
easel and walked in our direction, glancing towards the ceiling in the
general direction where the elaborate dances occurred, without
elucidating her motivations. Wandering somewhat reluctantly towards her
comparatively docile forms. The enigmatic shapes didn't move, and
remained almost defensively still as she looked over them carefully,
performing an increasingly elaborate, fervent conjecture, gliding her
fingers slightly above their ascendant forms. Determining that they'd
taken a proficient slumber without forging undue recalcitrance, she
surveyed the unsheathed characters astutely.
Those initial efforts appeared proficient enough to keep her interested
and motivated to pursue the shapes' in further detail. After seeming to
skip across the shapes in disorganized fashion, she changed her
approach. Her focus shifted from a random excursion as she began
systematically checking them for outward bubbling movement, ensuring
that they'd followed her directions obediently without divergence.
Maintaining her silent disposition allowed her to keep control of the
easel and contain the paper's emanations, this approach effectively
disallowed anything from interfering with her unarticulated methods and
surreptitious objectives. Attempting to stay out of her line of sight,
Gemine positioned herself from behind, before at a distinctive vantage
that allowed an unobtrusive view of the page without become intrusive.
Despite taking on a closer angle for an extended inspection, she
appeared significantly confounded by the figures' connotations. Walking
a measured pace closer, the closer vantage she held revealed unseen
elaborations and details. Internalizing the additional layers and
forceful accompaniments of the composition's unfolding shapes only
elicited additional contradictions.
Taking an irregular path into the page, it was impossible to read the
figures in a straightforward manner. They remained immovable,
unflinching in their forms. They still appeared uncoordinated, somewhat
carelessly imprinted onto the page, their edges still outlined with
singes and burns that gave them a rough appearance. In some regards,
they seemed ripped into the page, their darker, inconsistent outlines
scattered across the page's firmament in disproportionate tears. Despite
the composition's elaborate design and unique style, its smaller
elements appeared unevenly formed with numerous inconsistencies that
made their message nearly impossible for me to decipher. I looked at
them carefully, standing at a close distance but they remained unwilling
to reciprocate my determined efforts. Attempting to make sense of her
designs was a difficult task and I found myself continually frustrated
by their intransigence. I surveyed the page with a concerted resolve,
but they didn't divulge much beyond their basic structures and design. I
looked across the room and saw her growing noticeably impatient as she
watched my efforts with noticeable annoyance. Gemine's lingering
confusion added to mine but she seemed to hold an undefined,
indifferently serene reaction to the page's manifestations.
Her impassive determinations contrasted my thwarted efforts and I began
to think I'd somehow gotten the wrong impression that caused me to
embark on the wrong path. Implacable as the contingent figures and
shapes appeared, I was determined to keep going forward, determined that
something would reveal itself if I kept at it. She kept the source of
her confidence close, an her clandestine approach was seemingly evasive
and marginally unsettling. Her motivations were clouded and only
partially clarified when I drew backward and saw her nod approvingly for
a brief, consoling moment.
Searching for even temporal encouragement, I plaintively looked back
across the room's perimeter and saw her fingers confidently flowing
across her machine fearlessly. She didn't appear to suffer the same
doubts and uncertainties that plagued my efforts. It was strangely
reassuring to see her standing without the same irrational mysteries
undermining my conviction. The shapes and figures still weren't
divulging anything but her elaborate machinations were reassuring in a
manner. It was strangely reassuring they were under convincing control
of a steady hand. It didn't really matter, from her vantage, whether
their meanings were fully articulated.
Watching her move resolutely around the easel, gradually floating across
the floor in a cautious yet determined path, I couldn't avoid thinking
her florid movements had been clandestinely infused with reconstituted
emanations. Her actions flowed with unmistakable similarities to the
moves I'd seen the shapes perform earlier, but it remained unclear who's
lead was being followed. Either the shapes were following her footsteps
or the opposite was happening. It seemed that she could see where the
journey would end to a degree, but didn't want to explain precisely
where the shapes pointed. I remained somewhat taken off-guard by
Gemine's imperviously casual, seemingly innocuous approach. We'd spent
an immaterial amount of time on the aesthetic connotations yet she
didn't seem to have an appropriate measure of their significance.
Without saying a word or giving me any warning
She unexpectedly shifted her piercing vantage, quickly adjusting its
focus and intensity. It didn't take little more than a moment before she
commenced setting her piercing, unyielding gaze squarely in my direction
and seemed to wonder why I'd spent so much time dwelling on her
diminutive illustrations. Finally managing to elucidate a few words, she
suggested that perhaps my focus was misdirected. Gesturing towards her
counterpart's creation directly, Gemine wondered whether I placed
excessive attention on the machine itself. Perhaps, she implied, I'd
invested too much effort excessively attempting to decipher her
resplendent creations but only received unsatisfyingly marginal results.
I wasn't immediately sure what her motivations were. It was difficult to
understand what underlined her perspective. I nodded my head
provisionally but signaled that I still wasn't completely sure where I'd
gone wrong in studying her composition. It was increasingly aggravating
that the figures on the page hadn't come back to life despite my
prolonged efforts to elicit any movement from them and I couldn't help
wondering where I'd gotten side-tracked.
She took several careful steps towards the easel and looked over the
page slowly, making sure to go over it thoroughly and wouldn't miss
anything. Eventually, she motioned with hands over the page to signal
that she'd arrived at a conclusion. Gemine warned me that her
determinations probably weren't going to be what I expected. After
contemplating the designs and my countenance, she declared my work had
followed a divergent path. Motioning towards the page, she swooped
across the figures and asked me to name them. Since they were unlabeled.
I wasn't able to offer any answers. She didn't appear surprised by my
response and moved on to her next question. She wondered where they'd
originated, if I knew the precise locations of their origins. I stood
silently at an impasse, unsure where her odd inquiries were headed. The
other figure appeared intrigued by this line of questioning and took her
focus from the machine, placing it at her side and moving a
quarter-measure closer so she could hear our conversation clearly while
maintaining a close grip on her machine.
Walking back toward the unprotected page, Gemine waited thoughtfully,
taking a fleeting interval before intimating that she'd encounters
additional inadequacies watching my unfocused methods. She wandered
around the back unexpectedly, circling behind the canvas quickly before
re-emerging quickly. I noticed her hands clasped together for an unknown
reason. In the background, I heard clicks and bangs as she began turning
and adjusting her machine's instrumentation. Giving off a series of loud
beeps, its noisy accompaniment interrupted our convergent collaboration
impetuously. It wasn't precisely clear what she was doing with her
inconsiderate machine but its incessant beeping had become distracting.
It was little bit strange that she seemed so disinterested by her own
creation, but it seemed that she'd grown detached from her work. It
didn't seem to hold the same significance for her, the machine had cast
its spell and she didn't appear interested in how we interpreted her
robustly detailed designs.
This reluctance to elaborate on her intricate, resplendent designs was
somewhat disconcerting but completely understandable. She'd sketched it
out relatively quickly and hadn't put excessive effort into her design.
Her machine glided across the surface with surprising indifference, but
it didn't linger in any particular section for too long. She appeared to
hold her connotative work at a secure distance, unwilling to get drawn
in by its occasionally over-powering sensations. I realized its power,
but wasn't able to ignore its pull as effectively as I would have
preferred. Gemine seemed perceptively unaffected by the figure's
emanating forces, but remained somewhat transfixed despite her avoidance
of direct contact. It appeared that she countered the shapes
effectively. Using the machine as a barrier, she held it in front of
her, placing it almost directly between her view of the canvas. On the
surface, it appeared was only giving the work a cursory glance, while
she maintained a more appreciative perspective on its relative
importance. This represented strangely convergent approach that allowed
each of us to focus on a distinct aspect of the composition.
Her removed posture and distance poise was unsettling but not entirely
unprecedented. She had a strange habit of working extensively then
moving on quickly. She kept it a safe distance from view and wouldn't
tell us exactly what its purpose was or how she'd managed its
construction. Despite keeping it away from clear view, there were some
things I was able to rationalize about her divergent-light machine. I
never told anyone, but I remembered that her current instrument was only
the latest permutation of a series of devices. Each consecutive machine
kept a similar appearance and functionality but seemed to hold a series
different capabilities for the most part, while dispatching others that
didn't appreciate in strength or usefulness. She didn't seem to mind
their uneven establishments, her work required divergent focus and
implementation occasionally. It appeared deliberately inconsistent upon
close interpretation, to some degree but I decided to keep its differing
implementations to myself. She continued making corrections and changes
undisturbed for a period, until her tangential excursions into its
mechanized invocations became unavoidable. Her clandestine manipulations
surfaced unavoidably. Her movements appeared to reach a threshold that
she couldn't look past. With evident annoyance, Gemine impatiently
looked in her direction. She began narrowing her sharp incursive gaze on
the machine, her focused ire wordlessly expressed profound annoyance,
Immediately realizing what her distraction with the machine's tools
indicated, she quickly withdrew it from view.
She switched it into hibernative state and slid it back under her
sleeve, apologizing for its disruptive interference. She turned back
towards the easel and stepped forward, neatly paralleling our location.
Squinting and narrowing her eyes, she firmly resolved the machine's
frenzied commotion and listened to our intervening intuitions with
undiluted energy. She appeared to take a sudden, convincing interest in
our contemplations. Her abrupt change in focus appeared to placate
Gemine's uncertainties, allowing her to continue our exchange
uninterrupted. Manifestly relieved by her remorseful demeanor, Gamine
resumed explaining where she thought my contemplations and formulations
had become misdirected.
Transitionally diverted, my attention quickly returned towards Gemine as
she continued elaborating on her considerations of my partial
connotations. She asked me another question, that conspired to undermine
my entire process. Gemine wondered how I'd spent so much time staring
into the page, without coming to a relatively simple conclusion. I
thought about it for a moment and couldn't see what I missed. I'd
carefully followed the figures' lines and forms. I worked carefully
retracing their paths across the page, tracking their manifold
extensions and elaborations, while meticulously studying and analyzing
their intricate inner designs. It didn't seem like I'd overlooked
anything significant but the stylish tapestry of figures still eluded my
attempts at comprehension. They appeared increasingly disconnected from
the page despite being intrinsically placed within its surface.
Internalizing her queries made their unyielding appearance more
understandable, I could sense there was likely a justifiable defensive
motive that explained their reticent composure. She issued another
venture into my techniques, asking in pronounced terms about an inherent
aspect of her illustration I hadn't considered.
I walked towards the canvas somewhat mystified as to what she was
attempting to convey. The composition hadn't materially changed but it
looked different somehow. I began studying its forms once more, and
looked for an element that I hadn't previously seen. The figures
remained still, unflinching on its surface. Their passive location
hadn't changed in terms of size or shape, but there was an intangible
difference I couldn't articulate. Extending my fingers in their
direction, I squished them together and tried to compartmentalize them,
extracting their individual forms until their extensions no longer
intertwined. Newly separated in my approximate visualization, they
remained locked inside their reinforced installation. Inspecting the
elaborate forms offered little evidence of a changed perspective, they
strongly repelled any father attempts to methodically evaluate their
design. Crossing across the easel's long surface provided a strange
rejoinder, their altered visage denied my attempts to arrive at
determined signals or tangible connections.
Expecting a firm resolution from the paper proved increasingly as the
unflinching forms didn't share my explanatory inclination. Eventually, I
decided to surrender to their defensive posture, and threw up my arms in
a frustrated gesture. There noticeable changes in their appearance but I
still couldn't define what they represented. I'd seen them dance around
in the air in elaborately-orchestrated dances but now they'd returned to
their passive state. I wasn't able rouse them from hibernation despite
my repeated implorations. I'd come to a stagnant, unproductive interval
and looked around the room for additional guidance, but found none. Her
machine was withdrawn and she stared at the canvas intently.
Unsurprisingly, she didn't offer further elaboration or instruction as
to what she'd left on the page. Her figures were set firmly in place
without further adjustments on her part. It was clear that she didn't
want to disturb their rest. She kept silent watch over my but kept her
artistic challenge. I knew wasn't going to provide easy answers. She'd
formed them using her machine but it offered no further assistance.
Watching the paper carefully, my eyes unexpectedly observed what seemed
to be an invisible shield begin to form over them, quickly fermenting
and obscuring across the designs in order to evade further inspection.
It was unclear how I should respond an I determined that watching
passively was no longer going to be enough. I looked over the
reconstituted defenses and couldn't locate a point of weakness. Gliding
my fingers across the page didn't leave a trace or evidence of any
alterations. Looking at the canvas. I saw the paper flipping marginally
and somewhat dismissively recoiling against my fingers' glancing
movements. Assuming the obvious path was blocked invariably. I searched
the room hopefully of discovering a more effective approach. It took a
bit of time before I remembered that there was still an object reclining
innocuously beneath the easel. This simple realization hit be like a
glass-bulb and I felt a sudden surge of recognition. I'd overlooked a
solution that was sitting there in plain sight. In a moment of
excitement and anticipation, I hurriedly took the pencil from beneath
the easel and proceeded to closely investigate and potentially
invigorate the figures.
I placed the pencil on the page and felt a surge of energy, but was
immediately disappointed and somewhat shocked when it almost immediately
bounced off the page without leaving a mark. I didn't expect there to be
such a strong pushback against my implied imprints, but I was determined
not to get intimidated. I pressed against the page a second time with a
stronger, more sustained push. The page's response was unforgiving,
implacably repelling my efforts in a flash with the same level of
singular indication. It wasn't succumbing to the pencil's persistent
incursions no matter how hard I pressed down. Holding it with a resolute
grasp, I examined it carefully to make sure there weren't any unseen
problems. I was somewhat relieved to find the pencil's point remained
sharp despite the unyielding surface it encountered. Conversely, its
lack of connection with the page was indescribably vexing, despite my
emboldened energies, the pencil left negligible visual traces on its
surface.
I spun the pencil's narrow form around for a third time and decided to
take a different approach. Twirling it around until its edge pointed at
a distinctively unpredictable angle, I hoped that implementing a
less-obvious or straightforward approach would catch the page unguarded
and I could use this alternate incursion would leave a determined point.
Determined not to give it any indication of my plans, I swooped the
pencil behind my back and thrust it suddenly towards the page with
intransient ferocity. It appeared to bend and sway inward, recoiling
from my increased emphatic gesture and initially seemed that I'd broken
its perimeter. Before I could realize what was happening, the paper
quickly rejected the pencil's foray, rebounding against it immediately
and pushing it upward back towards me with a sharp response. The paper's
countenance was much stronger than I'd anticipated and the resulting
countenance shattered the pencil's tip. Its narrow shaft of lead broke
off and fell to the ground before shattering into innumerable splinters.
Looking downward, I watched helplessly at the incipient mess I'd created
thanks to my impetuousness and impatience. The scattered pieces rolled
across the floor and underneath my feet, there was no recourse. I looked
towards the impervious page on the easel with renewed frustration, it
had again resisted my assaults on its surface, reacting to my
coordinated attacks with an almost mocking repose. I wasn't going to
presume why it had formed such a deceptively strong shield or the
motivations behind its emergence, but it had a profound effect of
dissuading further impediments. The implications underlying the
seemingly docile figures defied easy categorization but I was determined
to keep trying. I gazed in her direction and Gemine didn't seem bothered
by the sudden destruction of the pencil. I held the broken instrument in
my hands and wondered if it could still be useful in some manner. I
worried that had inexorably destroyed it, along with any further chance
for additional understanding. Looking at it closely, I noticed it
retained an unexpectedly residing feature. Lightly printed on its side,
faded but still visible were a series of evenly divided symbols or
letters, that were still legible despite its broken point. Holding its
side edge closely, I studied the markings closely.
Expending pronounced energies until a connotation emerged unexpectedly,
I retained a steady focus until was eventually able to partially read
them when I held the pencil at a specific angle beneath the light. The
diminutive, somewhat blurred characters weren't immediately clear, but I
realized they held enough consistency that I could read them. This
sparked another realization that jumped out in my mind. Thinking
quickly, I placed the pencil's narrow edge against the page and couldn't
dismiss what subsequently occurred. I used its approximate markings to
ascertain the shapes' width. This was somewhat confusing since the
letters on the pencil's side appeared to vanish when It turned, and
slipped even slightly out of direct line of sight. It took ample
pressure for me to maintain a consistent level of the pencil that
offered enough stability for me to begin cataloguing the designs. I had
to experiment and find the most proficient angle, but I eventually found
a good location that allowed me to roughly compare the shapes' relative
lengths and widths to each other. Implementing this putative approach, I
regained confidence, hoping my efforts would yield tangible results. I
couldn't help but become excited once more as I worked across the page
with renewed spirits. Moving quickly along the shapes, I took note of
the size of each shape while taking stick of their intricacies, thinking
they would finally converge after sustained efforts and overcoming
unforeseen obstacles.
Making sustained efforts that appeared to be pointing somewhere
promising which gradually overtook my attention. I wasn't distracted by
the footsteps behind me as they grew more pronounced, echoing loudly
through the room in pronounced form. I continued analyzing the figures
using the pencil's unreserved markings as a guide. The paper didn't
divulge anything revelatory but I was making consistent, definable steps
forward and remained determined to keep going. Ignoring the increasingly
fervent poundings as they grew nearer, I concerned myself exclusively
with managing her visible designs. Turning the pencil carefully and
methodically surveying the composition systematically appeared to elicit
tangible results. Maintaining a consistent rate, I kept my focus
energized and accelerated my pace. The demonstrative footsteps had taken
a rest. Somewhat curious as to their origin, I glanced behind to see
that Gemine was unexpectedly standing right behind me, peering over my
shoulders. I took her secure poise and lack of questions with relief
that I was headed in the right direction. I heard another loud clapping
sound just behind that shook the surface and stopped my incursions
instantaneously without forbearance.
I was startled by her unexpected shift and nearly dropped the pencil
only keeping it place through reflexive action. Pivoting away from the
easel, I found myself vulnerable, centrally placed in sight of Gemine's
unrelenting gaze. She acquitted a differentiated tone and set herself in
a more demanding poise. Her body shifted in front off me until she
blocked my view of the easel. She took her place and asserted her
balance until she was standing just beyond the easel's frame. Holding
her arms beneath the majestic gown, she looked at me firmly before
announcing that she had one last question. I noticed the other figure
moving in closer to ensure she wasn't excluded from the denouement. I
felt a distinctly unwelcoming gaze pierce my body, as she strongly
enunciated the contradictions and inconsistencies that derived from her
pensive observations of my efforts with the broken pencil. She asked,
without hesitation, whether I'd actually made tangible progress in
determining the symbols' characteristics.
She elaborated forcefully and pointed directly at the pencil, before
wondering what I hoped to accomplish using basic tools and unrefined
methods. Her intrusive questions took me off-guard and I was uncertain
how to acquiesce and respond to her worries. I wasn't able to enunciate
anything substantial and stood quietly, staring back apologetically.
Despite my extensive examination of the varied designs, I was completely
unprepared for her line of questioning. Stymied and somewhat
embarrassed, I stood silently for an awkward interval. I waited to see
how she'd respond. but wasn't accepting further avoidance. Attempting to
deliver a coherent response was nearly impossible. I ended up murmuring
a few garbled words unconvincingly but this proved far from adequate.
Stammering across the room, my unsettled noise only seemed to deepen her
frustration. My insecurity couldn't be hidden and I felt increasingly
unsheltered in that position. I knelt down and signaled with a sense of
disappointment, that using a shattered pencil just wasn't up to the
task. This apology appeared to breach an unspoken barrier and she told
me to stand up, asserting that she wasn't angry, just curious.
I still wasn't sure what had driven her to follow a conditional approach
to our initial conversation. I hadn't considered what she'd been hoping
I'd actually be capable of extracting from the composition. She took a
step closer, roughly sketching her fingers across the paper before she
clearly elicited the source of her discontent. Gemine held a resigned
energy, then making yet another contradictory inquiry. Unexpectedly, she
asked me if I'd considered where the unseen inspiration behind the
characters had originated. Before I could contemplate making another
inarticulate response, she interjected before I could make a fool out of
myself. She helpfully explained her reason behind this question in more
detail. Explaining that she'd observed me taking inordinate efforts
retracing the designs' shallow surfaces and superficial structures while
overlooking the deeper meanings they might have elicited beyond their
underlying their composition. She advised me to remember that her
counterpart's artistic designs were inherently subjective. Her shapes
were proportionately functional but simultaneously displayed intangible
elements such as beauty, style and resonance.
These conclusions appeared nebulous, and weren't easy to quantify or
measure. However, these intangible elements could be seen more clearly
when I took a step away and held a different perspective that
illuminated hidden sections within her design. She advised me to take a
few steps back and look at the composition in its entirety. I shouldn't
focus on its partial elements, since this would make me lose sight of
the larger meaning of her design. She further clarified that her
disappointment lied with the result that my approach only brought a
partial solution when I began ruminating about what she said. Following
this unexpected advice, I stepped away from the easel to gain a
different vantage. My perspective shifted quickly and I came to an
emergent realization that her thoughts were prescient.
It was hard to admit but she was correct that focusing narrowly on the
canvas and dividing the characters into sections meant I'd overlooked
the shapes' intangible message. It remained difficult to comprehend the
characters meanings, but additional insights revealed themselves
gradually. Complicated symbols began to surface when I adjusted my
location, standing in front of the easel trying to locate the right
distance from its converging face. Merging slowly into a larger piece,
it took proportionate effort to patience before I was able to visualize
meaningful aesthetic convergence. The isolated detached forms artfully
combined in unexpected ways. Defying expectations, they crossed and
twisted into one another's paths before manifesting at increased volume,
depth and, resplendence. The combined shapes emerged in a singular form
with increased vitality before blooming outward, filling the paper in
vivid fashion, almost glowing when viewed at a larger context.
It took several minutes' to adjust my expectations, but eventually, a
reinvigorated composition started to emerge. While I'd noticed scattered
parallels that mirrored each other within scattered forms, the
characters converged unexpectedly when viewed as a coherent indication.
She'd designed them quickly in order to convey a larger meaning, one
that wasn't immediately obvious when I struggled to decipher each
figure. Examining them too closely, I'd become lost in their
intricacies, without taking a measure of their larger connotations. I
was able to decipher partial characters but couldn't enunciate her
words. Walking towards me, she kept her machine silent and quiet,
holding firm position from an obtruded angle that was unmistakably
closer to the easel's proximity. After prolonged distraction, it
appeared that she'd finally resumed a substantial connection with her
design. Holding the convergent-light machine at a visible remove
shielded it from direct view. Held steadily facing away from us an
awkward angle, the machine kept its surface tilted away from our eyes.
She never clearly explained the reasoning behind her defensive posture.
Gemine nodded approvingly and pointed towards the easel with relief and
excitement. My eyes remained fixated on the combined drawings, with
appeared to grow increasingly cohesive as my view glazed over the page.
I no longer felt the expectation to focus narrowly, this allowed me to
release my eyes from their persistent narrow squint and avoid further
obsessing. It was a relief to expunge its details, this less-demanding
approach allowed a large measure of relief from the pressure to ruminate
excessively. The elaborate extensions and details were no longer acting
as impediments. Withholding judgment until I found correct proportion
and balance took some practice but I was eventually able to overlook the
flaws when I concentrated on the composition's figurative demarcations.
It wasn't always easy; I'd still occasionally get tripped up in the
shapes' tangled extensions but they became less intrusive as my eyes
learned to navigate around the figures untethered extensions. The
composition grew more welcoming as I realized what was important, and
figured out what she was trying to emphasize outside its narrow
boundaries. Taking a firm step to the west, I noticed the transformation
continued. Drawing closer to the design, its surfaces shifted almost
imperceptivity at first until its aesthetic changes became undeniable.
The isolated figures fearlessly emerged from their aesthetic
compartments, quickly converging then flowing together seamlessly into a
greater design. They connected and began communicating in visibly
connective fashion. This convergent emergence of a larger design
provided unmistakable invocations and incipient energy. Elucidating
unexpected emotion and resonance, connotations, her
intricately-constructed figures appeared to transcend the borders of the
page when viewed from even a slight remove. Imbued with reciprocal
energy, they expressed convergent inspiration once they orchestrated
themselves into cohesive form. Despite remaining still, their extensions
connected, forming paths of connected and distinct lines my eyes could
follow. The shapes appeared to flourish when viewed from afar, bringing
new life and vitality to the composition that wasn't evident when I
focused on its smaller elements, Drawing back several additional paces,
her drawings remained intrinsically active. Sitting silently within the
paper, the shapes maintained resolute posture poised to resume their
dances. They were ready to jump off the page immediately at the
slightest indication like the snap of her fingers. Their resilient
partnerships were merely resting, waiting implacably to emanate from
within their passive shapes. The intertwined shapes' narrow outlines
inevitably crossed paths displayed an unarticulated energy that was
contained yet abundant.
The rejuvenated figures' clandestine invocations were now clearly
visible, but remained obedient to her command. Effortlessly gaining
strength from their combinations, the shapes began glowing
incandescently as their energy coalesced. Her composition held its basic
form, her steady gaze prevented it from over-saturating the
surroundings. The figures didn't budge or suddenly fly off into the air,
remaining firmly beneath her firm command. I wasn't overly concerned by
their renewed forcefulness at that point. I had a much better idea of
what the demonstrably infused designs were planning and had indications
how to avoid getting trapped by their purposefully-distracting hold. I
turned eastward, complimenting her illuminative composition's
overwhelming qualities, immeasurable radiance and evocative
resplendence. She responded with an appreciative wave of her fingers.
She was pleased that I was able to transcend the limitations I'd put on
myself. Her voice rose, praising the persistence, humility and
perseverance that finally allowed me to hear her composition's clearly
enunciated directions.
- Michael Palisano
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